My earliest memories
I remember hospitals .......
doctors .......
examinations.....
I was broken...
The doctors were trying to fix me , my uncle tried to explain what was wrong with me ......
He tried to explain what made me different from other people . I didn't understand.
I heard the doctors admit they couldn't fix me , they said I would never be a normal person or live a normal life .
And so I was abandoned in my room ...
As I grew older I came to understand what was wrong with me ...
I saw other people around me become
Happy ,..
Sad ...
Angry ...
But ...
I never felt these things , I only felt
Empty ..
Hollow ..
Broken ....
My uncle told me that when I grew older I will meet my real family and will be happy , he told me when I will be 14 I will meet my family and be a normal person, and so I started counting my days .. every birthday that passed .... I wanted to be happy, ... I wanted meet my real family... I only wanted to be a normal person....
My adopted brother give me tons of dolls to make me happy , he tried everything to make me put a smile in my face , but nothing worked I never felt happy , but...
I felt pity for the sad boy and so I pretended to be happy , we finally became a normal family ....
But deep down I knew that everyone in the alpheus mansion knew that I was only pretending....
I heard my sister was a genuis and talented, so I started studying really hard just so I can be just like her ....
My debuted came around , it was the first time for me too see my real father and sister , they looked perfect together...
But I felt nothing seeing them ...
No joy ...
But I pretended to be normal around her highness...
As we left the palace , sir Roger questioned if i felt something , anything...
I said ...
"No , I felt nothing "
Ijekiel looked at me with a sad face , he hugged me and said...
that soon I will feel happy ...
But I know that his words were nothing ..
We came back to the mansion , I went straight to my room , as I laid there in room , I remember her highness worried face and his majesty glare , I don't think I will my happiness with themBecause after all ....
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....I am just a broken girl ...
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broken Chimera
Ngẫu nhiênas darkness is feasting on her soul , she reaches her hand for help , she screams and shouts but there is no one to help her ...... what if jenette was born emotionless, but the people around her helps learn them but something terrible happen. a lot...