emotionless girl

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My earliest memories
I remember hospitals .......
doctors .......
examinations.....
I was broken... 
The doctors were trying to fix me , my uncle tried to explain what was wrong with me ......
He tried to explain what made me different from other people . I didn't understand.
I heard the doctors admit they couldn't fix me , they said I would never be a normal person or live a normal life .
And so I was abandoned in my room ...
As I grew older I came to understand what was wrong with me ...
I saw other people around me become
Happy ,..
Sad ...
Angry ...
But ...
I never felt these things , I only felt
Empty ..
Hollow ..
Broken ....
My uncle told me that when I grew older I will meet my real family and will be happy , he told me when I will be 14 I will meet my family and be a normal person, and so I started counting  my days .. every birthday that passed .... I wanted to be happy, ... I wanted meet my real family... I only wanted to be a normal person....
My adopted brother give me tons of dolls to make me happy , he tried everything to make me put a smile in my face , but nothing worked I never felt happy , but...
I felt pity for the sad boy and so I pretended to be happy , we finally became a normal family ....
But deep down I knew that everyone in  the alpheus mansion knew that I was only pretending....
I heard my sister was a genuis and talented,  so I started studying really hard just so I can be just like her ....
My debuted came around , it was the first time for me too see my real father and sister , they looked perfect together...
But I felt nothing seeing them ...
No joy ...
But I pretended to be normal around her highness...
As we left the palace , sir Roger questioned if i felt something , anything...
I said ...
"No , I felt nothing "
Ijekiel looked at me with a sad face , he hugged me and said...
that soon I will feel happy ...
But I know that his words were nothing ..
We came back to the mansion , I went straight to my room , as I laid there in room , I remember her highness worried face and his majesty glare , I don't think I will my happiness with them

Because after all ....
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I am just a broken girl ...

I am just a broken girl

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