Find My Way| DaBaby Urban

15.

In The italics are the memories and conversations of Y/N and the bold are the lyrics to Mariah Carey's "always be my baby"- Dajah❤️

💙DaBaby (Jonathan)💙

It was the next day as I walked in seeing Y/N's grandmother next to Y/N playing "always be my baby" by Mariah Carey on repeat. Last night when I checked on Y/N and her grandmother she was playing the same song and I asked what for and she told me not to worry about it.

I knew it was one of Y/N's favorite songs but her grandmother continuously played it and I had no reason why. I sat by Y/N's bed and held her hand rubbing my thumb over her hand softly. I then kissed her hand as her grandmother smiled then her mother and Redd came in.

Her mother hugged me while Redd dapped me up. They kissed Y/N's Head as her mother smiled and redd smiled. "You have a whole other girl and you right by my little girls side, I respect that" Redd said as I faintly smiled then looked at Y/N.

"You two were made to be Jon so when she pulls out of this you two got to stop acting childish" her mother said. "If this ain't a reality check for the both of you I don't know what is" her grandmother said as I looked at her.

"She's going to wake up right?" I asked as they all nodded. "She's going to wake up and be in her right mind" her grandmother stated. "We all talked to her she's going to be fine trust me" her mother said.
"She too strong to let this take her out" Redd said as we seen a tear fall from her eyes.

"Is she crying?!" I asked as there was a knock on the door and we seen meg, thankgod and my mother come in with some more balloons and followers along with the girls.

"She can still cry like this?!" I asked "yeah" Megan stated "but why is she crying?! Is she hurting?!" I asked panicking about to get up. "Where you about to go?!" Thankgod asked "bout to get a nurse or somebody what if she's hurting?!" I asked.

"We can't do anything if she is" my mother said "besides she's not hurting Jon, she's fine" her grandmother assured smiling at her as I was freaked out because now it just seems like meg, thankgod, and I are the ones panicking. While the older adults were panicking but not on a level of us especially her grandmother was a little too calm.

I sat back down grabbing her hand again as a doctor came in checking on Y/N. "We can't keep her that long in here she's not a citizen over here" the doctor said. "As long as we paying y'all she staying here" Redd simply said as I felt her lightly squeeze my hand some.

I looked down to see if I was true before making a commotion but she didn't do it again.

💙Y/N💙

I was still thinking about Jonathan and the girls everything good that was said by Jon and all the happy, funny, sentimental moment I've ever had with him and it truly made me happy.

"It's hot as fuck out hea" Jonathan said "how bout you roll the fucking window up?" Kane asked "facts the AC on full blast but you got the window down" I added. "Why y'all on my dick so hard damn" Jon said. "Oh shit it's Dababy" we heard as Jonathan looked at the guy about to walk up to the window then back at me as I just looked at him. "Bruh not right now, no pictures" Jonathan said to the guy.

"I like your music" the fan stated as Jonathan was talking to him. "What's yo favorite song?" He asked "You-You did the box right?" The fan asked as I started dying "fuck you nigga" Jonathan stated and rolled the window up as I couldn't help but die laughing."

Mariah Carey "always be my baby" was still playing on repeat which made me even more happy.

"But Charlotte i love y'all I gotta get back to my girls" Jonathan stated before going off stage as he came and kissed my lips. "Eww funky ass" I joked handing him a towel as he chuckled and wiped his face. "You just shy as hell" he teased as I giggled.

I felt Someone grab my hand then kiss it then started hearing Jonathan panic and I couldn't do anything about it because I was in a coma. I heard the same doctor that said I'm basically going to die state that they can't keep me here any longer because I'm not a citizen out here and I belong to the United States.

"Jonathan rubbed my butt softly as i giggled turning my head the opposite way from him. "Come here" He said lowly in my ear before kissing my cheek and neck as i giggled. I moved her face away as I started trying to pull her jeans down.

"Damn all that ass I can't even pull it down" He said lowly as we shared a small laugh. "Stopppp" i said looking back at him. "Help a nigga out" He stated as i laughed. "No leave me alone I'm tired" i whined as He laid beside me placing his hand on my boobs.
"Jon" i said about to laugh." I thought about when we were going to Charlotte for his show.

"look at daddy and khi" I said pointing up at them as they came down the slide together laughing. They came over to us as Jon kissed my head and smiled at the girls. "Y'all smile" Jonathan mother said as Jon places an arm around me while holding Khia as I held Kaiori cheesing.

" We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine" Mariah started over once again...

I even remembered the good things he said when I first went into a coma. "We were supposed to talk this out and get back together you chose to do this shit instead" Jon started off as I heard him sniffle.
"No dead ass tho bae you got to come out of this, We were supposed to truly talk shit out this time, I was going to suggest you coming to therapy with me baby girl" he stated as I heard him cry.

"Bae I am so sorry, Bae you gotta pull through this shìt you got Khia and Kaiori. Bae I can't lose you for real I wouldn't know what to do, how to cope with that" He expressed. "I barely can cope with us being separated and you out here. What the fuck am I supposed to do if you go for real and I can never see you again?" He asked me. "A nigga really gon have to go" he simply said.

I started feeling myself about to cry but I couldn't wipe my tears away. I didn't know if that was a sign I'm about to wake or just me crying.

"I'm sorry for causing you pain I had no idea I was causing you boo" He started off "I was so afraid I couldn't amount to being your husband that I bullshitted" He admitted. "I bullshitted and I dragged my feet about it when all you wanted was me and a family with me" He said.

I felt Jon rub my hand as I squeezed it some feeling my body become less numb then before.

"When you come out of this bae, we gon have our wedding" Jonathan assured "might not be today, tomorrow, next year but we gon have that shit. But You gon be my wife and we're going to get a house and have another healthy baby" He added. "Whatever you heart desires it's yours, you are too good to me and I take that and your existence for granted, all the shit that went down last night between us and what's been going down should've never went down and we stopping that Shit" he stated

Jon squeezed my hand softly again as I started getting feeling in my hands again.

"I'm tired of fighting and screaming just to run back to each other because we truly love each other" He stated sniffling. "So you gon be my wife like I've been saying since we first got together, I'mma propose and everything to you again" He said interlocking our fingers.

My good memories with him over took all the bad memories with him and it made me realize can't nobody make me happier than Jon. We have our problems but that's my boo at the end of the day..