Arrival

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Killua's POV

I stepped out of of the car. This building was huge!!! It was bigger than the mansion I lived in! Witch was a bit to big for a house in my opinion. I was so happy to be out of that house. It was big and lonely and a I spent all of free time in the forest surrounding it just to ovoid my family. Which reminded me about the night before. I was just sitting in my freakishly large room and I went across it cold marble floors to the place where I had hidden my guitar. I knew how to play basically any instrument you could think of but I only owned my own guitar. It was my prized possession. And if anyone tried to even lay a finger on it, I would break there spine in half. My family didn't know I had bought one and I intended to keep it that way. I picked it out of it's hiding spot and sat back down on my bed and played with the strings. I looked out the window to a large tree covered landscape leading into a hustling city. It was night and the crescent moon was shining through the endless diamond sky. I looked at my phone. "11:25." I sighed knowing I was gonna go out sooner or later. I got up guitar still in hand and walked towards the window and opened the latch. I lived on the top floor of the house so my roof was just above the trees. I climbed out being Verry carful not to bump my guitar against the edge. I just sat there, on the roof for a minute before climbing towards the nearest tree. I hoped on it, again being Verry carful with guitar. I was on top of the tree and I hoped from tree to tree until I was far enough away from the house that I could see the city sparkling like a thousand jewels. I looked up at the moon again. This was the perfect place to let it out. I sat down kriss cross on the tree and put my guitar in my lap. I looked to where the city skyline met the sky and closed my eyes. I stroked the guitar playing whatever song came to mind. Then, I did something unexpected.... I sang.

Sometimes I don't wanna be happy
Don't hold it against me
If I'm down just leave me there
Let me be sad
Sun's up, I already wanna lay down
Friends calling, are you really tryna go out?
Don't wanna get dressed up to pretend
I can lie and say I'm fine
Maybe you'll stop calling then
I've got chips on my shoulder
Only getting older
So I keep to myself
Ain't tryna complain
Just don't wanna explain it

But sometimes I don't wanna be happy
Don't hold it against me
If I'm down just leave me there
Let me be sad
Sometimes I just wanna be lonely
Don't need you to hold me
If I'm low you don't need to Care
Let me be sad
What's the matter with that?
What's the matter with that?
What's the matter with
Bad days, it's okay, let me feel it
And some days you've got to break your heart to heal it
I know I'm gonna feel this way again
I can lie and say I'm fine
But that wouldn't change anything
I've got chips on my shoulder
Only getting older
So I keep to myself
Ain't tryna complain
Just don't wanna explain it
But sometimes I don't wanna be happy
Don't hold it against me
If I'm down just leave me there
Let me be sad
Sometimes I just wanna be lonely
Don't need you to hold me
If I'm low you don't need to care
Let me be sad

What's the matter with that?

What's the matter with that?

What's the matter with sadness
Making me feel the way I feel right now
Goodness
Can't force you when you feel fucked up
It's the salt that's on my tongue
It's the salt that's on my tongue
But sometimes I don't wanna be happy
Don't hold it against me
If I'm down just leave me there
Let me be sad
Sometimes I just wanna be lonely
Don't need you to hold me
If I'm low you don't need to care
Let me be sad
What's the matter with that?

What's the matter with that?

Just let me be sad

(Here's the real song if you want it:    https://www.youtube.com/watchv=8IZciYuWaY4&feature=share )

I slowly opened my eyes again to look at the sky. It was so much nicer when I looked at it from outside the house. Then I realized. "I just fucking sang...."
I than looked around to see if anyone was there. I started to panic. Then I calmly told my self "it's fine no one saw you..." I checked one more time before looking down at my phone. It was now 11:30 and I should get some rest or else moms crying would give me a headache . They were the reason I never sang. They thought music was useless and a pointless profession. I disagreed obviously, but that didn't matter because if I voiced that opinion I would get a pretty good wack on the head.
I was now standing in front of the Hunter University . The College with the best music course. And just the overall best and hardest one to get into. I was just shocked they accepted me. I only applied because I liked music I knew if I didn't try I would never know. I wasn't planning on actually passing the test with my video!!! But none the less here I am. I picked up the guitar case and hung it on my back. My older brother was here too. Unfortunately my mom thinks I can't handle myself and has to send my brother to help me carry my things up to my dorm. He was scary and I didn't want people to think I was famous and needed a bodyguard or something. But I had no say in the matter. I grabbed my suitcases from the trunk and my brother, who's name is Illumi by the way, got the boxes of stuff I planned on putting on the desk when I got the dorms. I walked into the school and noticed a man standing in front of the desk to greet us. He was wearing Japanese cloths and odd looking sandals. He looked rather old so I assumed he was our principal. "Hello, I am principle Netro. Nice to see a new student come in at this time!" I had to wake up at 2:00 so I could take the 2 hour drive to the airport, it was a 4 hour flight, and 2 hour drive from the York new airport . The farther away the better. "Nice to meet you." I said with a smirk on my face " I am Killua Zoldyck, the first student to arrive today I am guessing?" "Yes, however another kid arrived yesterday afternoon. And he is actually you're roommate if I am not mistaken." Mr.Netro said. "Here is you room key Mr.Zoldyck" he sounded like a hotel employee "Killua is fine. I would like to keep my last name under wraps as long as possible if you don't mind." I said taking the room key. "Okay then Killua. I look forward to seeing you wonder our halls." He said holding out his hand " thank you." I said giving his hand a shake and offering a warm smile "Kill, we should really get going." My brother said from behind me. I nearly jumped. I forgot he was here. So I let go of his hand and asked what room I was in. He explained I was in dorm 457 on the top floor. As I walked towards what I hopped was an elevator my brother said from behind me " are you sure you want to do this Kill? I really don't think music is right for you. You should just stick to the family business and change you're classes." His attempts at changing my mind where not that great. "Unlike you and the rest of the family, I don't have a passion for drama. Going around making mischief is just not my thing." I stated clearly not looking back at him. I pressed the button. "It's not mischief, it's business." He said as the elevator doors opened. I walked inside and he followed. "And you're quite good at it." He said with no emotion as the doors closed. "Whatever you want to call it. But it's NOT. FOR. ME." I stated making it clear that that's the end of the discussion. I punched the top button on the elevator and we rode the rest of the way up in silence. Well for the most part. I began tapping my foot on the floor as we went up. When the doors finally opened again we walked out in silence again. We got to my room and I unlocked the door.  My ears where not prepared for the insanity about to come from that door.....

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