Brother's suck

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KILLUA'S POV

he could tell I dint want to talk about it. Why couldn't he just let it be and move on like Kurapica did. Why cant they all just do that. I was thinking to myself while I walked up the stairs. I didn't want to run into anyone because I was already pissed I didn't want anymore drama. I walked out into the hall way and to the dorm. The door was still open. "I could've sworn I locked it..." I said thinking back. Mabey I didn't? I walked inside being very on guard, but no one was there. I let go of a breath I didn't know I was holding in and closed the door behind me. I made sure to lock it this time. Just to be sure I said "Hello? Anyone there?" still nothing. I went to check my room to see if anything had been stolen. I found everything exactly how I left it. I checked Gon's room. I didn't hadn't been in his room before but I could tell nothing was gone because I saw him unpacking. I walked back into my room, took out my guitar, and then sit back down on the couch in the living room. I didn't notice him in the shadows. I said quietly to myself "their not here you can sing all you want. Its not like anyone is watching or listening to you..." I started to play 'Bad liar' by imagine dragons. I played the first music for a few minutes before I let my voice breath out the lyrics.

"Oh, hush, my dear, it's been a difficult year
And terrors don't prey on
Innocent victims
Trust me, darling, trust me darling
It's been a loveless year
I'm a man of three fears
Integrity, faith and
Crocodile tears
Trust me, darling, trust me, darling

So look me in the eyes
Tell me what you see
Perfect paradise
Tearing at the seams
I wish I could escape
I don't wanna fake it
Wish I could erase it
Make your heart believe

But I'm a bad liar, bad liar
Now you know
Now you know
I'm a bad liar, bad liar
Now you know, you're free to go

Did all my dreams never mean one thing?
Does happiness lie in a diamond ring?
Oh, I've been askin'
Oh, I've been askin' for problems, problems, problems
I wage my war, on the world inside
I take my gun to the enemy's side
Oh, I've been askin' for
Oh, I've been askin' for
Problems, problems, problems

So look me in the eyes
Tell me what you see
Perfect paradise
Tearing at the seams
I wish I could escape
I don't wanna fake it
Wish I could erase it
Make your heart believe

But I'm a bad liar, bad liar
Now you know
Now you know
That I'm a bad liar, bad liar
Now you know, you're free to go

I can't breathe, I can't be
I can't be what you want me to be
Believe me, this one time
Believe me

I'm a bad liar, bad liar
Now you know
Now you know
That I'm a bad liar, bad liar
Now you know, you're free to go

Oh
Please believe me
Please believe m-"


I felt something. It hurt like hell. On the back of my head. I fell forward droping my guitar on the ground and holding my stomach. I looked up at what caused it. Or more, who caused it. But I was stopped when that same someone karate chopped me in the back. I could fell the blood again. Something was broken. This time I fell to the floor and felt a kick in my side. Another bone broken. I was able to get a look at the person attacking me. long black hair. dark eyes. "no singing. Mom hates it." I started crying because of the pain. Illumi Kicked me again. more blood gone. I was now coughing it up red liquid all over the floor. He walked towards the door, opened it, and just left, shutting the door behind him. I felt sick. I looked at where Illumi had Kicked me. I moved slightly and tried to touch it but the pain was unbearable just by moving. I needed a hospital. but I could be on hold for hours. my phone was still in my pocket. I reached to grab it crying more at the pain. Once I had it, I turned it on and went to my contacts. the first one read 'Gon'. He was the only one I could call. everyone else was just the middle finger emoji and their name. I pressed the button. pain shot all the way up my body and I dropped my phone and fell to the floor again. Gon picked up and his voice filled the room."Killua? Is something wrong?" I tried to speak, but my voice just hurt. No noise just pain. After what seemed like 3 minutes of silence I managed to speak out, still crying, and still on the floor a few inches away from the phone. Right after I blacked out, I don't even remember what I said. The next thing I remember I saw Gon run into the room. Then black again. Then Pain from where Gon had picked me up to carry me into what I assumed was Kurapica's car because he was the one driving. Then black. I don't remember anything else. I woke up in my room at the dorm. The injury's that had been bleeding had been bandaged and there where medications on my desk next to me that looked to be pain killers. The sun was really bright outside my window and caused me to lift my hand to block the sun. It hurt a lot but not as much as when yesterday. All of my memories suddenly came back me as I tried to sit up. I looked over to see my guitar safely in its stand in the corner. THANK GOD!!! I remembered a few other things from last night now. I remembered Gon bringing me into the hospital along with Kurapica and Leorio. I remember laying down on that hospital bed and seeing another kid with freckles, and green hair but it was fluffy like mine . A very old short lady with a doctors coat and her grey hair tied back neatly in a bun with glasses was yelling at him and another old looking man with blonde hair. the boy He had green eyes to. It looked like he had broken all the bones in his arms! Before I could try to notice anything else the doctor shut my Curtin and said something to the nurse about opposite 'amines' are not supposed to see each other or something. I also remember Riding back to the dorms in Kurapica's car because there was nothing else the doctors could do other than give me medication. After I fully sat up I groaned at the headache that just became all to real, I heard my door open to see Gon leaning on the door way. "you up?" he asked bringing me a cup of coffee. "Obviously..." I responded taking the cup. he sat on the edge of my bed and asked "You wanna tell me what happend?" he had a serious tone in his voice. I sipped the cup and said "Not really." he gave me a look that said 'If you don't tell me I will assume you did it to your self' which kinda scared me. "Fine. But promise not to go on some rant to try to 'restore my honor' or anything like that." I was serious to. I didnt need more drama. "I promise." he said changing his position on the bed so he was now sitting kris cross on the edge of my bed facing me. "My older brother did it." I said calmly. he looked mad. "The one that helped you bring your stuff up?" he asked with the anger rising in his voice. I nodded and took another sip of the coffee. "Don't forget, you promised." I remined him "Let me guess, he caught you singing?" My eyes widened just a little. "And how did you know that?" I asked. " I may be oblivious but I am not an idiot. When I caught you singing you acted like someone was going to hit you or just hurt you in some way. And when we took you to the hospital the doctors said you had scars on your back and arms. I asked them if they thought they we're self inflicted and they said that they probably weren't because of how deep they were. Pluss the bruises on you where not self inflicted because of if they had been they wouldn't have bruised as bad because your skin and body was expecting it." he said. I was mildly surprised. "oh and I thought you should know, before we took you to the hospital Leorio patched up some of the injury's temporarily as an apology for his rudness earlier."  Well that was nice of him. "He really didn't need to do that...." "uh, yeah he did." Gon responded. "I'm guessing you won't be singing for a while." He said. I probably won't be. I mean even if I did, it would be terrible and shaky. "Yeah, guess not." I said. Then I remembered something. "Hey, how about that tour?"

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