Rich Kid | ᴄʜᴇɴsᴜɴɢ

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Jisung woke up feeling uneasy. After Chenle asked him last night if Lami ever made him flustered and made his heart beats like crazy, he did not answer. He was speechless. He could not find the right words to say. He just stared at Chenle like an idiot. He wanted to say that it was only Chenle who made his heart beats like crazy, his body only reacted to him, but he can't because Lami appeared to his mind last night.

Lami lingers in his mind, his conscience was consuming him up. Jisung's conscience can't betray and hurt Lami like this— Lami never did something wrong to him. She was always a good and wonderful girlfriend. And Jisung feels so bad about feeling this way to another person wherein he should feel this way only to Lami, to his girlfriend. Jisung feels like he's a sinner... No, that's wrong— he has sinned.

Chenle got off him last night and went back to his room disappointed because the lad did not answer him. Chenle thought that maybe, he was just assuming things. Besides, Jisung never made a move on him. Maybe, after all, he was the only one who has feelings.

Chenle woke up tomorrow morning without Jisung in their mansion. He finally left when the moment that the heavy rain stopped for a while.

Jisung was zoning out once again in his class. He kept on thinking of Lami. He was scolding himself for having feelings for another person. Jisung finally admitted it to himself that he was attracted to Chenle. He likes Chenle. But Jisung thinks that he has to stop himself before his feelings got deeper.

"Are you okay?" Jaemin asked him as he slightly poked the younger. "You are zoning out again."

"Hyung, can I ask a question?" Jisung asked.

"Sure. What is it?" said Jaemin as he put his head on his hand and looked at Jisung, willing to listen to the younger's question.

"I have this friend..." Jisung started. "He has a girlfriend but he started to have feelings for another person. What should he do?"

Jisung wanted to avoid Chenle and keep his relationship with Lami but he also wanted to end his relationship with Lami and be with Chenle. He was indecisive with the two options, he doesn't want to hurt Lami but he also could not be with Chenle at the same time. Jisung almost wish if he could only have both Lami and Chenle to avoid hurting them both, but that's so wrong and so selfish of him. He could not love two people at the same time. And Jisung knows that his feelings for Chenle are stronger than his feelings for Lami. Maybe his feelings for Lami was just an affection because they know each other for very long as they're friends since they were young.

Asking Jaemin will help him what he should do.

Friend? Really? Aren't you referring to yourself though? Jaemin wanted to say those words but he will not. He respects Jisung's privacy. If the younger want to put it as his friend's problem then it'll be his friend's problem.

"Who does your friend likes more? His current girlfriend or the new one?" Jaemin asked.

"He... he likes the new one more," Jisung answered. He was unsure at first whether he likes Lami more or he likes Chenle more.

"Then he should break up with his girlfriend then," said Jaemin.

"But his girlfriend will get hurt," said Jisung. "He doesn't want that to happen."

Jaemin raised his eyebrow, "Are you kidding me? If he did not end their relationship then he will end up hurting the girl more. If he also keeps his relationship with the two of them then he will end up hurting both of them. He should leave one of them."

"Is that so?"

Jaemin sighed as he stands up from his seat. He, then, move forward to Jisung and pat the lad's back, "You're a smart person, Jisung, but you're definitely an idiot when it comes to relationship. What you should do is so obvious!"