𝘋𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘧𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘖𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘵𝘴

𝘿𝙚𝙡𝙪𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙡... 🌸

WARNINGS:
➵ Angst
➵ Depression
➵ Suicide
➵ Major character death

Yeah, this chapter is going to be an emotional rollercoaster. And it's only chapter one.
☜(˚▽˚)☞ SORRY NOT SORRY

⇧ This chapter is inspired by the song up there ⇧
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*↚dream's POV↛*

Last night...

George cuddled with Clay, sharing a blanket under the light of the stars.

"Dr-uh-Clay, can I tell you something?"

I look up to the sky, counting the stars, cuddling closer to George.

"Sure."   

George looks up to the sky, and at me. We keep eye contact.

"Clay..."

"Yes?"

"I..."

A moment of silence. The suspense kills me.

"I'm leaving."

I wake up from the nightmare, gasping for air. I rub my face.

That's the third time.

I shake off the blankets and reach for my phone, the sudden brightness blinding my eyes. As I shift through my messages, I am greeted with a particularly heartwarming message.

Georgiepoo
Morning dream :D

Everyday, he greets me goodmorning, and every night, that nightmare comes to life. Just the thought of George leaving is one that would haunt me forever.

I've been diagnosed with the mental illness "depression". As a kid, I believed that my parents would never leave me. The promises that were made would be kept. And that life was a fairytale.

It wasn't.

My Dad died when I was young. My dad was a policeman. I've always wanted to be like him, keeping peace. Making people happy. He was a joyful person.

My mother, a housewife. Always playing with me, and loving me wholeheartedly. I could never ask for a better mom.

It all changed one night. I went missing. I was kidnapped, and was going to be sold for a ransom. I was stuck, tied on a chair.

And so then ,y dad went looking for me. And yes, he did find me. But so did my kidnappers. They gave him a choice. He dies, or I do. Of course he picked himself.

He was killed. In front of my very own eyes.

I was brought home, crying, drowning in my tears.

And here, was when my mother started abusing me.

It got worse everyday. From slaps to full on out black eyes. And finally, when I turned 18, I finally moved out.

I didn't know what to do. So I did what my dad would've wanted me to do. Make people smile. Make people happy.

And so I did.

I made a Youtube Channel, my IGN Dream.

I made amazing friends. Nick, George, Zak, Darryl,Vincent. Maybe—just maybe—even Dave.

And throughout this, George has brought a smile to my face. Every single time. He would make me feel whole. And just 3 days ago, he confessed to me. And of course I accepted.

But something feels empty, something feels missing in me.

But I don't know what.

And so as I drown in my feelings, the water fills up. I remember everything I've been through. The happiness. The memories. The good days.

And so, as I drown... I drown happily, smiling. Without a care, or a single burden in the world.

Heya!

Pocketfood here!
I hope you enjoyed chapter one of this oneshot!
Now I know I am not the best at writing, so constructive critiscism is always appreciated! ♪~ ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ

Have a good day!

PS. Yes there will be a part two heeehee