So me and and Luke were both sitting on the bench, I was still shocked.
"Luke"
Yes its me" he said and tryed pulling me closer to him, but I wouldent budge I was so tense, " Kali for real come on, you must be cold"
"No I'm not, and you shouldent be talking to me, Luke"
"And why should..."
" because Luke you.... your populer" tears started to build up "and I'm not, you shouldn't be even talking to me right now out in the open like this"
He looks at me with a worried look in his eyes
" Kali I don't care all I care about right now is to make sure you are okay, okay.....
, next thing I said I think hurt him
" don't act like you like me or care, seems like everybody else that's cool, they all hate me, I'm a nobody so just leave me alone and stop talking to me with all that's going to do for you is make things worse for" next thing I knew he grabed my arm, and when I did that I pulled my arm away as soon as possible
"K...Kali stop please let me see your arm please" he said
His eyes look like he felt sorry for me, but I knew it was a lie. he was pulling on it so he could see what I do to myself so that he could go and tell people about another thing that I do to myself
"Kali" he yelled at me, and I was scardd of him "y...yes luke" I said stumbling my words
"Let me see your wrist" he said with a strong and loud voice, but wasent yellin, but I am scared of him, so I did as I was told, and my arm was shaking when I did so " kali, w....what did you do to your self ???? " he said while staring at my fresh wounds. With eyes that looked like a bolet just shot him, and couldent breath
" ummm... I um"
" why do you do this to your self , kali what makes you do this"
" people at school"
" what people"
"It was populer people from your group of friends LUCUS" i said
" they do not, I'm with them every class they never"
"You must not pay very well attention or you just don't care two shits of who there doing it to so you don't pay attention to who there doing it to "
"I....." he was about to say something but I was so mad so I got up and ran off and left Luke in his thoughts, or at lest I think I did, and fell down and broke down crying.
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depression chapter one
RomanceA knife in my hand, I slid it down my arm over and over again, I let the blood run down my arm, it feels so good to release the pain felt inside me, at night I lay awake because I can't fall asleep, I can't stop. " your such a WHORE Kali, ha you sho...
