Better than Revenge

We are what we are inside

I have spent my whole freaking messed up life in this hell hole of a home with that ignorant dad of mine the question is why did my mom leave me at such a young age i know theres a severe secret behind my whole mom leaving me at age three she mustve done something didnt love me my pyshciatoc dad is a big huge druggy messed up bull head who says things such as abusive crap to me and he thinks i dont belong here and i feel i don't i belong with a nice girl but idk when that will happen seriously tho my brother is in love and on tour too with Adam lambert but idfc anymore this creepy thing that happens at nite is not right i feel this creepy noise and always says ur mine get out of here and runaway this is a side affect apparently of my pyshciatoc medication i take for depression i feel like that voice is true but then i remember i have this secret no one knows about but me and i wanna find my missing half 😈