WE WERE MEANT TO BE LIKE THIS...!!

Crush... ♡♡

~~~~~ Ahaana's P.O.V~~~~~

Its been one month since I came to London. I hav'nt told mom and dad anything regarding to one direction.

It's just that ... I mean my parents know that Harry has been my celebrity crush since I was of fifteen , I have been telling them each and everything about him. Like he is not like what the media and papz show him ' WOMENIZER...' he is just a simple cute guy who wants every girls to know they are beautiful and bring smile on their face and telling them about what he did.. will make them hate him and I just dont want that.

This past whole month was really very entusiastic... I met Elanor.. who indeed is just a fashion diva... as Harry says ' simple but effective.'

She was very sorry for the misunderstanding that took place that night. Louis is being such a cheesy big brother. Liam and Vicky had announced that they are together and admitted that they are engaged.

Yesterday was 1D press conference and every one was there... Louis- Eleanor, Liam- Victoria, Niall, Zayn- Perrie.. oh my god she is such a jolly and cute girl... I feel like we are almost best friends now. Harry was there too and I dunno why he asked me to come along, but I refused m just not ready to come in spot light right now. Somehow my refusal seemed to hurt Harry. He 's been trying to talk to me for this past month... but I just cant do that... whenever I look into those green eyes they take me away a thousand miles, those tousled curly brown hair... I just want to feel them, move my fingers through them. That dimply smile... is addicting, and those lips .. whenever I look at him I cant keep myself from kissing him... what if he dos'nt kiss me back..? What if he dont like me..? I m just not ready for another heart break... not now ... not ever... in my life... coz this pain is unbearable... somehow I managed the scars given by Sam... but I know my second hand heart wony be able to take more scars... and I know about Harry and all the girls whose heart he has broken.

" POTATOS TO AHAANA..!!!" Niall shouted , bringing me back from my discussion with myself.

I laughed at Niall's exchange of Earth with Potatos.

" yeah say..." I asked.

" who is she..? " hecasked pointing to a photo in my mobile...

" oh she... she is my best friend...  Shiaa..."

" Shiaa nice name... does she knows me..?" He asked.

" yeah she is a directioner too... "

" seriously... whom does she likes among us...?"

" ohhh seems like for the first time Niall is interested in something other then Patatos... " teased Zayn... Naill blushed scatching his head and making us all laugh..

" well she likes Harry... " I replied.

" huh I really dont know why girls like that curly long haired guy... who takes more time than a girl to get his hairdo done.... "

I laughed at Niall's remark.

" well Shiaa's gonna join us next week cuz she is gonna study here in Trinity..." I said.

" SERIOUSLY...??? " Niall shouted in excitement and almost jumping on me.

" ummm yeah... " I replied laughing and shooing hin off me.

" wow I m excited to meet her... do you think she will like me...?" She asked with hope .

" honestly speaking Niall though m her best friend I cant tell such things about her... I mean she the queen of her own world.. she do what pleases her... "

" umm best friend... ? " asked Louis with that raised eyebrow questing look.

" no louis is not that girl her name was kristy..." I assured

" ohk..." he said sounding relieved.

" whom do you like amongst us...? " asked zayn .

I looked arround in the room ... Harry was nowhere to be found so I decided to tell them about my four years old crush on Harry.

It took me a sec or two to utter that name but finally I said... " Harry.."

" really...?" a voice from behind me spoke....

Everyone shifted there eyes towards the voice and I turned arround to find Harry standing behind me.

" I think guyz we all should leave them alone." Said Parrie... oh m going to see this girl afterwards.

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~~~~~~ Harry's P.O.V~~~~~~~

Oh my god !... she just said that I m her crush... I cant beleive my ears...

Perrie walked past me through the door patting my back. Everyone followed her out of Ahaana's room .

Lastly Louis stopped and kepy his hand on my shoulder.

" here m trusting you with my lil girl over there... dont do anything stupid this time .... win her haz bear... !" He said.

I smiled and nodded...

I locked the door behind me and walked towards Ahaana.

I sat next to her on her bed.

" really..." I asked again.

"Yeah " she replied without looking up.

I took her hand in mine and with my other hand I pulled her chin up so thar she can face me. But her eyes were closed and moreover she was getting goosebumps .... now its not that cold in here... so obivously its my touch.

I looked at her face... it was just perfect.

My eyes drifted towards her lips... and the next thing I did I will never ever in my life regret it no matter what.

I kissed her andbto my surprise she did'nt pushed me away instead she kissed me back... moreover she allowed my tongue to allure the beauty of her mouth. This kiss felt so real.. I mean I have kissed plenty of times but it never felt like this , it was like living my life for the first time. Our lips moved in perfect sync.

After sometime we both drew apart breathless.

This time she was looking in my eyes.

I took the opportunity and said.

" Ahaana...?"

" yeah.."

" babe I love you... "

" I love you too Harry ....... but m just not ready for anything like this.." now that really broke my heart.

" but why...?" I asked.

I was still holding her hands as if holding on to dear life.

" you dont know anything about me Harry ... about my past... it has ruined my life... and I dont want you to be a part of this miserable life of mine.".

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