I decided to block out the name Damen. I unfollowed him on instagram, blocked him, even though i knew he wasn't going to text me back anyways, and whenever he played basketball like planned i would go to my friend's house to not get distracted by such a pain causing boy.
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it was the still the summer before 7th grade, and since my first year of middle school changed how i looked on things and how i look at my own self, i became insecure through out the rest of the summer before 7th. i kept thinking about Damen. I kept trying to put the peices about what happened with Damen, and when i got tired and realized i was going nowhere by forgeting, i made the decision of talking to him just one last time...
{"Hi."}R(read)
Damen is typing...
{"Hi."}
{"Haven't talked to you in a while."}R(read)
and from then on me and Damen went right back on track. I didn't tell Breyanne me and Damen's status for the next few months, because i was scared she would ruin it again. So by the first week of school i was happy and refreshed. Everything seemed to be on track-----and it was-----for a while. Until i noticed something odd.
He was embarrased of me in front of his family.
