My Boyfriend's Sister

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The stares of the students as we walked past felt like they were burning through my skin. I don't want to be here right now. I thought I was ready but I feel like crying. It feels as if someone is pushing on my lungs. I into the bathroom Nayeon following closely behind me.

Nayeon: are you ok.

Y/n: I can't breathe.

The walls start to spin as my breathes get shorter and quicker. I grip onto my shirt as Nayeon holds me up screaming for help. But no one is coming. I can hear her screaming. But I can't see her anymore. I can feel the cold tile of the bathroom underneath me. I can feel her tears roll into my face as I start to shake uncontrollably. She screams and scream. I can hear her heart breaking. I want to help her but I can't move. Her hand wipes the tears off of my face.

Nayeon: it's gonna be ok baby I promise. Please don't leave me. Please stay with me.

I can't move all I can do is cry until it's all over. I hope I don't die.

I wake up to the sound of beeping. I look at my surroundings. I'm in a hospital. I look over in the corner and see nayeon crying in her palms. I want to cheer her up.

Y/n: I'm alive!

Nayeon: haha you idiot.

Y/n: it made you smile didn't it?

Nayeon: don't ever scare me like that.

Y/n: what happened to me?

Nayeon: you had a seizure due to the stress. Let me tell the doctor that your awake.

A seizure? It felt like I was dying. That feeling of being completely helpless makes me want to curl up into a ball and cry. I focus on my breathing and try not to cry. Not now.

Doctor: can I have a second with the patient?

Nayeon: yes doctor?

Doctor: are you aware that you are pregnant?

Y/n: yes, I'm going to schedule an appointment for an abortion so there is no need to inform anyone else.

Doctor: not even Nayeon?

Y/n: what did you just say?

Doctor: your parents not even your parents.

Y/n: please don't tell them.

He walk out of the room as Nayeon and my parents walk in 6 weeks pregnant.
Mom: how are you feeling?

Y/n: I'm feeling much better. Can we go home.

Dad: yeh but the doctor said to take it easy for a few days, that means no school for a few more days.

Well that's one thing I don't have to stress about.

Mom: but we are also putting you on bed rest.

Y/n: I'm fine I don't need to be put on bed rest.

Nayeon: you need it you really scared me today.

I look down at my hands as I heard her screams in my head once again. I felt my body shaking and my teeth clenching, it was as if it was happening again.

Y/n: ok, bed rest it is.

The whole car ride I was thinking about the baby, I kinda want to keep it but that would make things even more complicated. I wouldn't even know how to do this whole parenting thing. And Hoseok I would be ruining his life again.

I sat in the bathtub while the water from the shower head poured down onto my curled up figure.

Y/n: I'm really fucking pregnant.

Tears streamed down my face as I start to sob, I didn't even notice Nayeon enter the bathroom.

Nayeon: omg what's wrong?

Y/n: if I tell you do you promise not to leave me or tell my parents?

Nayeon: I won't leave you.

Y/n: I'm pregnant and yes it's Hoseok's

She sat down in the tub in front of me and grab my hands.

Nayeon: we can run away. It could just be our baby and no one has to know.

Y/n: we can't do that to Hoseok. I'm not keeping it.

Nayeon: why is it always about Hoseok? What about me? It's supposed to be you and I.

Y/n: you're right and that's why I'm not keeping it.

Nayeon: I'm not telling you to do that we can raise the kid together. Hoseok can co-parent.

Y/n: I can't have a kid in high school.

Nayeon: I'm 18 and your almost 18 this is our senior we can do this. I know this is kinda cliche but I love you and

Y/n: we're done talking about this.

Nayeon: but-

Y/n: WE'RE DONE

I get out of the shower and wrap my towel around my body and leave the shocked wet Nayeon sitting in the tub.
12:23 am
The sound of the tv surrounded the quiet room. The spot next to me cold and empty. Nayeon is decided to sleep on the couch tonight. I didn't mean to yell at her but it's just not fair of her to ask me that. The bedroom door squeaks open and I close my eye as I hear the light steps of someone entering the room. The person laid on the bed next to my non asleep body. I take in the scent of the person and immediately knew it was Nayeon. She gently places her arms around me and gently rub my stomach. She moves my hair off of my shoulder and place gentle loving kisses. She lays her head in the crook of my neck and kisses me once again before falling asleep on me. I Hold the hand that was still placed on my stomach and fall asleep not long after her.
I wake up to the smell of a warm breakfast placed down in front of me by my dad.
Dad: good morning, princess are you feeling ok? I made you some breakfast
I look over to the once again empty spot next to me where Nayeon once laid.
Y/n: where's Nayeon?
Dad: I think she went shop or something. But don't worry and just eat your food.
I eat the breakfast my dad prepared for me. The sweet homemade syrup brings back nostalgia from when I was younger and he cooked for me.
Y/n: I've missed your cooking you should cook more often.
Dad: I will, I'll tell Nayeon to get some ingredients for tonight's dinner.
Y/n: thank you guys for treating her like family
He smiles and leaves the room.