Impossible Love ( A Josh Hutcherson fanfic)

Impossible Love Part 14

Josh’s POV:

It all happened so quickly firs I was about to get shot and terrified but then Taylor came along and sacrificed herself for me. She is now lying in my hand in blood. The ambulance is about to get here and I am worried sick that she is not going to make it. The police is arresting Taylor’s father.  Apparently Taylor’s aunt was extremely worried when she didn’t came and missed the flight so she called cops and somehow they found us. It was a miracle. I hear the ambulance sirens getting closer and closer and soon they take her away from me but I can’t let her go so I get on the ambulance holding her hands. They immediately give her oxygen and I can see her chest going up and down but it’s slow maybe too slow…

 After fifteen minutes or more we get to the hospital and they take her away from me. So now I am left alone all by myself. I go to a corner and start to cry about all that happened. I know I have only met her but she already sacrificed her life for me and that is something that I will never forget and something I will feel guilty for the rest of my life. I feel like a piece of me was taken away, I feel like I was the one that got shot. Why did I ever let her do that? Soon I see a pair of feet in front of me so I look up and see Taylor’s aunt. She has tears in her eyes but I also see anger in them “This is all your fault!” she shouts “Do you see what you have done to her!” “I know it is and I am really sorry I shouldn’t have let her get in front of me and save me I should have been the one that got shot.” I say desperately. “What are you talking about?” she asks confused. And I start to tell her everything thath had happened. After I am finished she looks so shocked she didn’t knew all these stuff. She slowly sits next to me and we stay like that for a while…

“Oh.. mmm.. I didn’t know that well I am so sorry I didn’t mean it I was just so.. shocked and angry and..” she starts but I cut in “It is okay I understand it  and you don’t have to apologies I know it is my fault and I will regret I it trough rest of my life.” It is true I feel awful for what happened it is terrible. So we wait there and it feels like forever.

The waiting is truly painful. I think I have walked around the whole hospital for 5 times. Then I saw a doctor coming across to me. I look at him hopefully but he says “I am sorry but she couldn’t make it. We tried to start her heart but we failed. I am really sorry for your loss.” No, no she this can’t happen I can’t lose her. I start to run to her room they try to stop me but I go pass through them and open the door. Then I feel like my heart just stopped when I saw her pale face. All of a sudden anger comes inside of me and I get the machine and try to start her heart again screaming “I am not going to let you go Taylor please!” as my voice stumbles. “Taylor please wake up you can’t go away not now, not like this!” as I scream tears start to stream down my face. I try so hard but nothing happens but then I hear slow beeps and I see them getting stronger a little. Doctors come and immediately take everything in control. They take me out and after 15 minutes the same doctor comes and says “Well done Mr. Hutcherson you just saved her life  a miracle have happened and she is alive. We have taken everything in control and she is going to be okay.”  As he says those words my knees go week and I fell on to them. I start crying like never before. It was too much to take one for a day and I can’t stop my tears from falling down my face. But it wasn’t a sad or guilt cry it was a peaceful crying…

I was feeling exteremly peaceful when i wrote th's part i feel you have too so please comment and vote! :D