In Another Life

Cheating

Song for this chapter- Watch by Billie Ellish Valentina P.O.V

"What?" I gasp making me drop my phone I had grabbed first thing.

"I picked out an engagement ring for you. She wanted to see it." He says running his hand through his hair.

I turn my head away from him and close my eyes, praying to God up there. My life is so complicated, but I know it'll get better. Then I had my doubts.

"Aren't you going to hit me for running away from you? Are you going to rape me again too?" I ask defeated and tugging on the bottom of my long shirt.

"Val-." I cut him off, by shaking my head at him.

"Save it Dylan, I'm leaving you." I honestly say shoving my cloths in the bag.

"No don't do this to our family Val!" He yells pulling me to him.

"I want to have a kid with you. I want for you to fall in love with me again. Screw that I need you too." He cries out cupping my cheek.

"I'll be better, I promise. I can't lose my baby or you." He says wrapping his arm around my waist.

"I know I don't show it. Promise me when I say I'll be better for you and her." He smiles nodding his head.

"I didn't think you would want to be with me after you found out, I've been lying too." I respond wiping one of his tears that fell from his eyes.

"I love you more than anything and I'm a dumb idiot yes, but I'm not that dumb to let you go." He chuckles touching my hurt hand.

"Don't hurt-." I cut him off, by smashing my lips to his.

He fell back a bit, but then started to kiss back eagerly. I held onto his neck and stood on my tip toes to get to his height.

Once my legs hit the bed, he grabbed my waist and pushed me on my back. This was the first time he was being, the first time I ever really felt need for him.

Though I knew the only reason I felt like that, is because someone else was on my mind.

And I couldn't help get him out of my head.

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The next day

"Hey it's Luca leave a message." I hear his deep voice say.

I didn't want to leave a message. I couldn't physically do it. Now that I know my feelings towards him weren't normally what friends think of each other. He cared for me, but all I gave him was nothing.

"Hey Luca, I was wondering if we could hangout later. Just give me a call back when get this." I ended the voice mail and set my phone on the sink.

I looked in the mirror and sighed. I took off my cloths to be fully naked and looking at my big stomach.

I shook my head and took my hair out of the bun and stepped into the shower.

Once I got out I wrapped the towel around my body and walked to my dresser. I got out my red lace underwear and bra.

I felt the cool air hit me once I dropped the towel. Then I quickly put on a long black t-shirt and leggings.

My phone rang on the dresser in front of my eyes.

Luca.

I picked up the phone and accepted the call. I heard shuffling and him sigh before he said something.

"Hey I got your message." He chuckles on the other end of the phone.

"Yea Dylan is at work for the day, so I'm left alone." I sarcastically say.

"I was just about to go get ice cream, I'll stop over there." He offers taking a deep breath in.

"Yea, sounds fun." I reply nodding my head.

"I'll see you then Val." He swoons and hangs up.

What have I gotten myself into too? Lucky for me I was trying to figure out if I liked Luca. I mean I couldn't, but I think I did. Dylan would freak out if he even knew I was talking to his brother.

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An hour later

"Hey!" I yell waving my hand at the white car.

I saw Luce get out of the car and wait for me to walk to the passenger door.

"Hey Val." He smiles looking down at me.

"I never actually said sorry about yesterday and.....your hand." He takes it in his hand and examines it.

"Umm.....it's okay, let's go get ice cream before Dylan gets here." I push my hand away from his touch as I say that.

The look of his face looks hurt and confused. Then there was a feeling between us that me and Dylan didn't have.

"Yeah." He nods his head and opens the door. I thank him and duck to sit in the seat.

Once he puts it in drive he looked over at me for a brief second. I sighed and sat back rubbing my stomach, looking out the window.

"So Dylan wants the child?" He creases his eyebrows and holds the wheel tight.

"Yes he does, we talked about it and I'm happy he feels the way he does." I smile and look at the ground.

He doesn't say anything back. All he does is park the car and look out the window.

"I'll go order." He coldly announces and slams the door shut.

I had a feeling he didn't like what I said. I just wondered why.

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Back at the apartments

"I'll see you later." I look at Luca in the eyes. His brown eyes left butterflies in my stomach.

"Bye Val." He says under his breath and looking down at my lips.

Once I turned the corner and put the keys in the apartment door, someone touches my shoulder. I looked behind me and say Luca in tears.

"Why are you crying?" I say wiping the tears on his cheeks away.

He didn't say a word. He put his lips on mine and wrapped his hand on my neck. I got lost in the kiss and pushed him inside with me.

"What are we doing?" I whisper to him and kiss his lips again.

"I don't know, but I don't want to stop." He replies and pulls my shirt over my head.

I covered up my stomach to only have him push them away. I opened my eyes and pushed him from me.

"What the fuck am I doing?" I questioned looking around me.

"Val-." I cut off Luca by yelling at him.

"Your trying to ruin my relationship with Dylan! Leave me alone." I cross my arms and point to the door.

"Fine, fuck you Val!" He yells slamming the door shut.

For the first time in my life, I felt my heart break into pieces.

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I'm evil to myself😂😭
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