My Sanity

Kiss or Kill

"Miss Y/N, Miss Y/N!"

"Yes! Sorry uhm, Yes I do know, J-Jungkook,"

"Alright, well what job experiences have you had."

My mind was blank when he said his son was Jungkook. I don't love Jungkook, why did I do that. I could've screwed up my job.

We continued to talk about my past experiences with jobs, not that I've had any. He seemed interested in my experience as a JYP Entertainment trainee and he pulled out some pages of me being on the cover of vogue. He wasn't interested in my hard work to get into this University or my passion for law and order. It was like I was just going to be some publicity advertisement for him.

Talking about my past made me wonder why I quit. I know I wanted to be a lawyer but JYP didn't stop me from following what I wanted to do. I had many thoughts going on in my head about JYP, money and Jungkook. I couldn't properly focusing on what he was saying. My answers where short like ; yes, no, I don't remember, that was a long time ago. Very oblivious. Or maybe it was just my hangover, but I just fell asleep and I only had like 4 drinks.

The interview turned to an end as Eun-Soo was struggling to dig deep into my soul. Maybe he should ask his son, he's good at that.

The walk home was long and cold, felt like I was frozen in one place and everyone around me was moving, and I was just stuck in my past. Never moving, never forgetting. But it was summer so there was still warmth in the air. It was odd, the weather had never felt this way before. Is this telling me I shouldn't take this job, or I should take this job and this is good weather.

My mind was tangled. I took one of my classes of to clear my head, take some headache medication, and stare at the window for eternity. Looking through the glass wasn't doing anything to help me. I need a walk.
I went straight to section G, going down to F then E, D, C and then B. I was hesitant to pass the B section. We all know who lives there. And I didn't want to pass after what just happened with his father.

B58, B57, B....56.
My note and his t-shirt were no longer waiting on the doorstep. Thank god he had taken it in. What if it was stolen.

Maybe I should check if he got his shirt, and skirt.
No.

Wait yes it's his property

No what are you doing

Just for like 5 seconds then run

No that's rude

Fine just for a minute.

*Knock Knock*

OH MY FUCKING GOD!
"BERNICE WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?"

I am shocked to see Bernice in the bangtan boys dorm or I should say suit. Is this a daily thing they do bring home girls. What the actual fuck. Taehyung walks up and grabs Bernice by the stomach and gives her a kiss on the cheek not knowing I'm standing right in front of her.
"Crap, Y/N... What?!" Taehyung says in shock.
Bernice was also wide eyed. And her cheeks started to blush and she quickly took Taehyungs arms and took them off her body.

ew that was weird

We stood there for what felt like hours.

I quickly brought up the subject of what I was here for in the first place.

"I was just wondering if Jungkook got his shirt and skirt back from this morning?"

"I'm not sure, go in his room and check, you know where it is and he won't mind."

I'm back to where I started from. The frosted sliding doors were closed. I almost didn't want to check and perhaps let the shirt be stolen. It felt so wrong in every way, but in my heart it felt so right. I tugged hard on the doors and I have no idea if my arms are just week, or if this door was the heaviest thing in the entire world. His room wasn't tied from the last time I went here. There was no sign of my note and his clothes in the main part of his room, so out of worry about his t-shirt I checked his closet.

His closet was weird. It was filled with nice clothes but there was a lot more drawers than he needed. There was more drawers then the actual floor. I still couldn't find the clothes. Where could it be. His closet had an extra door. I thought it would've been like an extra part of the closet, like were you would a bunch of storage boxes.

What I didn't expect was a bathroom.
WITH HIM TAKING A SHOWER.

The water was so quiet, I couldn't tell that anyone would be in there. I excepted the door to be like his sliding one and I tugged hard. I yelled as soon as I saw Jungkook's naked silhouette in the steaming shower and yelled, "OH MY GOD! SORRY!" I looked away too quickly to see if he had heard me or turned around. I was frozen yet again. Hoping for whatever just happened to go away. I squinted my eyes but after a while I took a peep at the ground to see a small light get larger and larger. JUNGKOOK HADCOMEOUT OF THE SHOWER! OH MY GOD! WHAT DO I DO!

"You can turn around Princess, I have a towel on,"

My head came out of my neck and I slowly turned around. He had a smirk on his face. This bitch.

He continues to talk whilst I stay silent.

"relax, so want if you see my d-"

Words that remind me of sex make me sick to my stomach, and I quickly walk out of the closet.
He trails behind me with slow steps. I didn't know what to do. What was even happening. I honestly couldn't tell if he was going to kiss me or kill me. So I just stood there.

"why so jumpy Y/N," I continue not to say a word.
Maybe it's the fact that a girl doesn't want to hear the word dick per say

"Is there something u want to tell me," our bodies have collided once again. I could feel his wet hair drip on mine. Every droplet, every drizzle. He takes his hand and caresses me on the cheek. Leaving a mark of water to drop down the side of my face. I stop this wrong moment and step backwards.

"I was just wondering if you got the shirt, t-that I borrowed the other night,"

"yup,"

"k, well I'm just gonna leave,"

"I know what you did today, and let me just say I would've expected more from you!"
Shit shit shit shit shit, I'm just gonna pretend like I don't know.

"What?"

"You went to my father asking for a job, and he gave me a call, want a very nice call. It started with 'how do you know the girl who used to work with our enemy company!',"

Hi well I didn't rlly know what to write, been in a writers block but enjoy this chapter, honestly it's not my fav.

The closet don't ask why there's women's clothes just ignore it tehe

The bedroom