Hidden secrets

Chapter 4

(We arrived at his crib)
Mikey : come in I'll get you something to wear so you can get in the shower
Marilyn : ok great I went and sat on the couch and turnt on the tv his tv was huge
Mikey : here you go you do remember where the bathroom is right
Marilyn : I looked at him and laughed and said yes I do brb
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Mikey pov : damn I can't believe she finally at my house again I told her she should live with me but nah she don't be wanting to stay a long time anymore after what I did
//FLASHBACK//
I walked into the house drunk and high as ever I was nocking things over and stuff
Marilyn : hey Mikey you good
Mikey : SHUT UP B*TCH
Marilyn : but but I was trying to help you
Mikey : CLEARLY YOU SHOULD LEAVE ME THE F*CK ALONE IF YO DUMB A*S SEE ME LIKE THIS (I though the glass bottle on the ground I walked up to her as she started walking backwards trying to move away I got a grip of her neck and I wouldn't let it go
Marilyn : PLEASE STOP MIKEY PLEASE IM SORRY I CANT BREATHE
Mikey : then I threw her in the kitchen on the floor at the time I felt like the hulk she screamed and screamed telling me to stop but I was to messed up I opened her legs but she kicked me I reached in my pocket for a lighter I held both of her hands down with my left hand and I burned her thigh with my right hand she was screaming so loud and crying
After I let her go she tired to walk but she couldn't
//FLASHBACK OVER//
Marilyn : Mikey Mikey MIKEY SNAP OUT OF IT
Mikey : huh oh my bad I was daydreaming
Marilyn : yeah you always daydreaming big head
Mikey : my head not that big (we both laughed)
Marilyn : come on let's go in the living room and watch a movie
Mikey : owie let's watch senseless
Marilyn : alright but next time I get to pick

Marilyn thoughts :
(The movie began I never really paid attention to this movie I didn't understand it but what ever happened to him it was funny Mikey put his head on my legs I got really nervous because I remembered what he did to me all of a sudden he asks me a question)
Mikey : Ik this is a random question but are you mad At me?
But before he could finish his sentence i interrupted
Marilyn : what are you talking about?
Mikey : come on you know what I'm talking about that night were I hurted you really bad which I didn't mean to you know I had just lost my moms and I was very messed up that night ( she looked away frm me trying not to cry so I raised up and hugged her I whispered in her ear I didn't mean it at all and I wiped her tears frm her face. for the first time since that happened she said she forgives me I picked her up and I put her on the island in the kitchen then I moved the shirt up I gave her an saw the burn on her leg I wanted to cry because I knew I did that but I pulled myself together)
Marilyn : Mikey,I said softly in a low voice you don't have to do this
Mikey : I couldn't look her in the face yes I do I have to remember what I did to you everyday
Marilyn : I put my hand on his face and I lifted it up, look at me Michael listen you don't have to stare at it to make yourself feel horrible you know me I'm not going to hold things against y-
(Before I knew Mikey kissed me LITERALLY) lots of things ran through my head I wanted to know lots but I couldn't focus his lips are so soft I put my hands in his hair and kissed him even more.......................