Our Love Is Weird

chapter 1 / my life sucks

Alicia's pov

As I was waking up this morning I asked myself three questions that i couldn't answer. ' Why am i here, why was i born , what was i meant to be ?' I can't answer those questions. Inside I feel like I'm not living ... i wake around like everyone else yet i feel Lie an outsider ... I wake up in the morning  and do the same thing I do every day . Nothing changes, it's not living. No one really even cares about me anymore, why would they i'm just some girls that walks by that no one pays attention to. Especially that jerk David always telling me crap, doing stupid shit to me. I don't wanna be here anymore

David and I used to be the best of friends, but one day he just i don't know he changed . He started hanging out with the popular people, he started doing pranks on me, he broke my trust, but worst of all he broke my heart. He made me into the person am today, he ruined my life. The only friend i can ever trust is Eleanor and yet with her i also keep my guard up because of he now i have trust issues. I hate life, i hate myself for falling in love with a jerk.

'' Alicia !!! '' I heard my best friend yell. As i turned around she gave me a big hug.''Alicia,'' she looked quite concerned '' what's wrong ?''. '' Nothing, I'm super happy '' I lied . I looked at her and gave her a fake smile . '' mmmm, okay ?'' she said unsure,I really need to work on my lieing skills. I continued waking to school with Eleanor by my side '' So i was thinking for.....'' i zoned her out. I couldn't focus on anything else but what was i gonna do with my life and everything that has happened to me for the passed couple of month, how i with i was with my mother.

David's pov

As i looked into the mirror getting ready for school. I thought about Alicia and what had happened to make me be such an ass to her. As i was brushing my hair i heard glass shatter onto the kitchen floor down stairs, followed by yelling from my parents. My parents have always been fighting since i was a little kid. It's had gotten worse around the time i stopped hanging out with Alicia. She's changed so much she cut her hair, i don't see her smile anymore, she doesn't talk to anyone beside that Eleanor girl. She never wears color anymore just black and she started using black make-up . I thought she hated make-up ,but whatever. i walked down stairs to see my parents fighting nothing really unusual . As i walked out side i saw my girlfriend Alex. w got in my car and started talking bout the prank we're gonna do to Alicia today. I wonder why Alex hates Alicia so much