Heartbroken

Two years later...

Annie's Pov*

Hey journal thing long time I haven't talked to you well a lot has happened to me
I'm now 17 and tour was fun two years ago but I found out a lot of things...
I'll tell you all about it starting from the beginning

It was the last day of tour we were in New York and I did some sight seeing with my mom I was sharing a hotel room with Hayden at the time (ikr what parents let's there kids alone) anyways so I was just spending quality time with her and can't forget hay hay my little sis

I decided to head to the hotel early plus I was exhausted from tour and it was the last day and I just wanted to take a nap I Ugh

Had the card to go into the room and when I walked in I...

I walked into something that I thought I never would see

Hayden making out with my best friend Katie who wanted to visit me but now I know she probably just came for him

I was frozen

I felt ever bit of me break and shattered into pieces

I like felt like I was drowning to

Like so many emotions like

Hayden seemed like he changed but

I was wrong very wrong

"ANNIE LOOK I CAN EXPLAIN" hayden said

I just picked up my the suitcase I packed earlier and walked away and heard nothing like silence

And I felt so much pain

I felt angry I felt like so much hatred

HE LIED TO ME

That explains why a month later after we started dating

He would be on his phone a lot
And always wonder when he can meet my best friend
Who is now my ex best friend Katie I-

I hate myself for falling for him

I hate myself for giving him another chance

Most of all I hate myself falling so deeply in love with him

I hate him

Two weeks later I was in California with my mom and sister of course

Katie keep trying to say sorry and I just blocked her

From social media

Just everything

I wanted to do the same to Hayden but then being on social media having that relationship out there
I made it like hey we weren't into each other as much

And didnt tell the plain truth

He cheated
He lied to me
I even found out
He talked shit about me

He never cared about me

It's like I was his little slut

I'm over him

What's more worst
After the whole incident my mom and dad got a divorce  and he went with my friends mom

I tried to commit suicide which I know is bad
I had to be in the hospital
To get help
Now I'm on pills that help with my depression

I just feel like he took a part of me and just like

I don't even know

He just crumbled me into pieces

He never loved me never did he used me to get to Katie
And Katie was ok with it

I hate her

Then I cut so much of my old friends from Maryland since THEY KNEW and helped Katie