It's the end of school and now and I've tried to ignore Josh but he keeps talking to me. He could be drunk or just stupid, but I just think he's dumb.
Josh: Wait! Sab! What's wrong? Why have you been ignoring me?
Sabrina: You're the reason.
I rolled my eyes.
Josh: What did I d- oh.
He said, looking down at 'oh'
Sabrina: Yeah oh.
I said, I was about to walk away but he grabbed my arm.
Josh: It's not my fault.
I looked at him in disbelief.
Sabrina: Not your fault?! Yes it is! You knew what you were doing and you still continued and how you expect me to still want to be with you?! That's not how to works Josh? Okay? You have to be committed and I'm not gonna wait for that to happen because that's on you. I don't even want to be with you but I'm being forced by you. I don't want to do anything with you if that's how you're gonna treat me.
Josh: Sabri-
Sabrina: Just forget about it.
I rolled my eyes and walked away from him.
Josh: I still love you Sabrina!
He shouted.
Sabrina: If you still loved me you wouldn't be hurting me! This is not love! It's fake! I never loved you because you were always a dick. Now just leave me alone.
I huffed.
He can't keep playing with my feelings like that, it's either he loves me or Nessa. I bet he still does love Nessa.
I arrived home and I went upstairs into my room, I sighed and closed my door before setting my backpack down and getting into the shower.
I need to rush out all the thoughts, I finished taking a shower and I got changed into silk pjs. I dried my hair and shaved my legs, putting some lotion on and going downstairs.
Sabrina: Hey mom.
I said, before going and kissing her cheek.
Mom: Hey sweetheart.
She said, before kissing my forehead.
Mom: How was school?
Sabrina: Alright I guess.
I sighed.
Mom: What happened?
She asked, coming down and sitting next to me.
Sabrina: So you know Josh?
Mom: As in Josh Richards, the guy with chicken legs?
Sabrina: Mom!
I laughed.
Mom: What? It's true though!
I laughed even harder.
Sabrina: So he asked if we could " fake date "
I said, making air quotes with my fingers
Sabrina: Then a party happened and I saw him with his ex, Nessa, have a lot of fun.
Tears begin to create on the brim of my eyes.
Mom: I'm so sorry sweetheart, I will chop his hands off.
Sabrina: It's okay.
I laughed, I hugged her and she hugged back.
Mom: Forget about him, he's an asshole.
She said.
Sabrina: Mom!
I looked at her shocked as she swore.
Mom: What?
She chuckled, I laughed way to hard.
NOTES
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