you build me up (RNL love story)

and it won't end

Cierras
I got home from the hospital when my mom and dad let me inside it felt different I was soon sick to my stomach I ran to the bathroom I felt someone stroking my hair I looked up it was Renz I got up flushed the toliet and went lay in my room he came in and cuddled me soon I remembered everything about Jacob Renuelle had went to sleep I got up and went to the bathroom and found my razor blade. And cut my forearm again and again soon a strong arm grabbed mine Ci what the fuck Harris screamed at me shut the fuck up before you wake up Renz I screamed back. I should tell him he spat tell me what a sleepy Renz appeared nothing baby go back to bed I said covering my arm Ci baby girl I know it's not nothing your both screaming Renz it's nothing leave me alone I yelled and stormed past him
Renz pov
Okay... What the hell is her problem I ask Harris confused she was cutting herself what I yelled I go to her Cierra she ignored me come on Ci don't air me what she snapped then I saw the bandage on her arm can I see I ask no she whispers Damn it cierra let me see I yell she looks taken aback and hesitantly holds out her arm. 3 cuts I sharply inhale and sit her on my lap pulling her close Cierra you can't keep hurting yourself baby you can talk to me. No I can't she says I'm stuck and it never ends what? I ask nothing I'm tired I'm going to bed she says shooing me out the room