you build me up (RNL love story)

the deal of a lifetime

Cierra Pov :
When we got home I mumbled I'm going to bed I went to the room I shared with Isla and May and cuddled on the side of them and cried ya Allah why must my life be like this isla heard me and woke up hey sis you alright ? She asked I'm good love go back to sleep you know if something is wrong you can talk  right? She said concerned yeah but nothing's wrong I said ok goodnight she smiled goodnight I said kissing her cheek as soon as she went to sleep I knew what I had to do I went into the kitchen quietly grabbed a knife and went back into the bathroom and locked the door. I pressed the knife into my skin on my wrist when there was a bang on the door.
Renz Pov:
I saw Cierra sneak into the bathroom and I heard her lock the door I ran up the stairs and banged on the door Ci open up I said no I have to do this for Jacob, you, Harris , yusha, may .Isla, Aj, Amma, Abbah everyone Cierra Jung just let me in I yelled banging on the door again stop!!!! Just stop!!! She cried a tired Harris came out the room what's going on he asked Cierra locked her self in the bathroom I think she's trying to attempt again I say angry that I can't stop her What???!! He yells and tries to turn the door when he can't he frantically runs to get his father that's when I heard her body hit the floor nooo I screamed Harris' dad kicked down the door and there she was laying
Cierra pov:
I love you guys so much goodbye I whisper and pressed deeply and everything faded when I woke up in the hospital again I was very upset I started crying everyone gathered at my bedside Ci please stop crying Reunelle said now crying I - I can't I say crying even more now cuz I know I disappointed everyone renz was crying so much Harris had to walk him out eventually everyone left but Harris stayed behind Cierra look at me I hesitantly look what's going on he said pulling a chair and taking my hand I thought everyone would be better without me I thought--- well you thought wrong Harris said cutting me off Ci you got two big brothers and three other siblings and parents and a boyfriend who love you so much I don't think I ever seen Renz cry that much over a girl he chuckled I coughed a little to consider what he said now he said I've got some good news what I asked unamused you know the song we made together he asked yeah I said what about it I asked well I played it for a major record company in America and they wanna sign us oh my Allah no way I said yeah so you gotta get better so we can do this I will I promise I will I say perking up things are finally looking up I guess