I never had the chance

Chapter 10.

Helloo! I'll be updating on Saturdays and on Mondays!(: I'll try to be more active and keep updating to keep the story plot in place.
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I lay in bed as I normally do all the time and ponder about the depths of my life. I miss my dad like crazy he hasn't visited in a long time, I guess I miss seeing my mom and dad together all of us as a family. We are the typical divorced family that went from close relationship to a distant relationship. My mind is on a other thing also, like zayn. Should I give all my trust to zayn? He lost all of that on his own. I Brooklyn Robinson was in love with Zayn. He was the one who ruined our connection, he would always lie to me every single day and blow me off to go to parties with druggies and party people. I don't like it how he acts so juvenile and so ov-
I'm cut off my own thoughts when I hear my vibration text of my phone.
One From zayn

Zayn: Hey what the hell are you doing? I called you like a bunch of times :p

What the actual fuck he thinks he has the nerve to text me with such rudeness. I press the home button and scroll through my recent calls, fucking hell there's eleven missed calls from him.

Brooklyn: oh I man, I didn't hear or feel my vibration I was busy :(

Zayn: with what exactly...?

Brooklyn: I was hanging out with Harry at his house. No big deal :)

Zayn: what the fuck! What do you mean no big deal? It's clearly a big one. Go have some fun with that fucking lame loser! You whore.

I froze, goosebumps run through my arms. I have the sudden urge to cry, no I can't I will not. Zayn called you a whore brooke what will you do?
Clearly nothing. He clearly hates the idea of me and Harry together. You know what? I couldn't care less about what Zayn thinks. I'm not losing a new friend that I actually don't want to strangle, over for some mistreating douche bag. I grab my phone and reply.

Brooklyn: know what? I fucking will whether you like it or not! I don't care what you have to say. You use me for sex anyway. Maybe ask Perrie to do that favor for you? (-: I'm done with you.

Zayn: oh sure thing, I already did that a week ago. I fucked her so good. (; but you'll regret saying all of this Brooklyn... If you don't mind me, I'll be getting wasted and higher than the space needle.

I didn't feel like responding back. The heat of anger and lies are rising up and I feel like exploding any minute now. He cheated on me and I didn't even know? With Perrie, wow fucking slut. I hate how he gets to do whatever he wants to do but I don't and he gets mad over the small simple things. Zayn thinks he can do whatever comes on his head. He will not hesitate to hurt Harry in any way.
Holy shit.
Harry. I need to tell him what's going on, Maybe he will understand? I could really use some friendly companion at the moment. For Harry's sake I think he is not safe, not when Zayn thinks he is the one who caused all of this.
But for now I'll call Harry right now. I press my oily index finger on the Dial pad and press his phone number. Waiting for him to pick up the phone.
Really Harry hurry up and pick up.

"Uh he-y um Harry." The tone of my voice seems gives it all away like something is wrong.

"Brooklyn Robinson it's late, is uh everything alright?" He spoke with concern onto the line.

"oh I'm fi-no, no I'm not fine at all." My voice cracked. Any second now I'll be crying on the phone with Harry listening. Fuck I hope he doesn't make fun of me later on that I cried.

"Bloody hell what happend?"

"Zayn is what's the fucking problem."

"Do you want me to come over and talk to you?"

"But my mom's asleep I don't want her to wake up and go all on bitchy mode."

"Well, I will for you. I'll climb up way to your window."
"I'll be there in 7 minutes." He added and hung up.

I sit back down on my bed and wait for Harry to come.
Well I hope all those bananas he eats will pay off. Ha
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Yaaaay well I hope you liked it lol things are building up and going planned.
Aw There was not smut after all, but i don't know maybe later on? (;
It's like 1am on a school night wow okay I should go bye! Xx