camp (ns)

chapter 15

Nialls POV:

I kissed him.

I actually fucking kissed him.

In fact, I still have my lips pressed against his. Not feeling him kissing back, I open my eyes and I am basically lip to lip with a trembling Harry Styles. I could see his widened eyes a mile away, if I was. But I wasn't miles away. I was like, 2 inches away and it was at best, awkward. I widened my eyes as well, starting really regret my actions and I realized how stupid we both looked.

He didn't respond to my kiss...

Of course he would'nt. He just wants to be friends because he pities what he did to you, yeah?

Then why did he attempt suicide?

Maybe because of that Simone Girl...

Questions swarm through my head and I could only sort one out at a time. Realizing that my lips are still squished awkwardly againt Harry's, I take a step away and look down at my feet. He is still in the same spot that I kissed him, with a dazed look in his eyes.

Is it weird for me to think he looked kind of... happy?

Yeah.

He didn't kiss you back...

What the fuck did I just do?

And with that, not knowing what else to do, I turn on my heel and head for the door.

WHAT.

DID.

I.

JUST.

DO?

I probably made him more emotionally unstable. Why would I kiss someone who has had a hard past and bad experiences with love? HE WAS IN THE HOSPITAL FOR A GODDAMN SUICIDE ATTEMPT BECAUSE OF IT. Plus, he bullied me. Oh my fuck, my actions are so bad. I really need to talk to someone. All my friends would laugh at me because as far as they know, I'm straight. As far as I know, I'm straight. Is Harry straight? Well yah, most likely. But...maybe he isn't.... But why am I attracted to him? Am I even attracted to him? I really need to talk to someone about this. Definitely not the camp counselor though. She's way to enthusiastic (I saw her smile and fangirl over two people that she set up together to make friends) and she would probably freak if she found out about what happened. I should be freaking out about what just happened.

I make it to the door of the room and one foot is out when my head whips around. I heard my name.

"Niall? Niall?" Harry whispers, a dazed look in his green eyes but something else was lurking underneath. Something mischevious. It's probably the medicine - I don't want to think about what else it could be. Not responding, I wait for him to continue.

"Niall, Actions speak louder than words." He makes a shoo-ing motion with his hand as my sign to leave. I think I saw him smirk as I quickly shut the door.

I think he could be gay, yeah?

Dazed, I walk out into the hospital hallway and I look at Lacey, who was leaning against the wall and most likely looking through the window during our "talk." She gives me a thumbs up and walks into another room, leaving me in the deserted hallway to fend for myself.

Yup, Harry is definetly gay.

Harry's POV:

HOLY SHIT.

WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL JUST HAPPENED?

FIRST HE DOESN'T WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH ME AND THEN HE GOES AND MAKES A MOVE.

That smart little motherfucker.

I really should have responded to the kiss. But I was so confused. I mean, who wouldn't be confused? What the hell? Yup, I'm still confused. But when he pulled away, he looked so sad, and then he looked confused.

IT'S ALL JUST ONE CONFUSING PIECE OF SHIT.

And then of course I had to go and ruin it with the "actions speak louder than words." Even though I didn't kiss him back, this probably showed him I liked him. Or, at the least, it showed him that I was gay.

The door creaks open and I whip my head around, expecting to see Niall with a shotgun or something. Instead, its Lacey, and I immediately smile.

She cuts straight to the point. "Do you like that boy?"

I scoff. "No..." I say, trailing off. She winks at me and shoves me towards the door, smacking my butt as she goes.

"Go get em', sweetie. Just make sure to stay safe." She winks again, completely shoves me out the door, and locks it. I look at the window and I can already see her curious face pressed against the glass.

Well, even though its probably illegal for a nurse to lock the patient outside of his room, I decide to listen to her advice and talk to Niall. Walking down the hallway, I saw people give me some weird stares. Figuring it was the scars on my wrists and neck, I disregard them, fully determined to fix things with Ni.

I break out into a full run through the hallway corridor and I'm like 0.2 seconds away from walking outside to the cold harsh wind when I hear the front desk receptionist lady ask me where I was going.

"I'm going to go make things right."

She smiles, and it feels like she checks me out. "Well, won't you need some pants first, sweetie?"

I was in my green hospital gown, and the whole waiting room could see my ass and part of my dick.

Great start to make things right, Harry.

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(a/n: hola me lllamo madi y no hablar espanol !!11!!1!11! lmao anyways really short update... as usual... i like my chapters short and sweet.. or maybe its just because i am really lazy. fr tho lmao love you guys -madi)