Lets Play a Game

Chapter 12: The Departure

Christian POV

WHAT THE HELL JUST HAPPENED???

Bullshit! You are such a stupid son of a bitch Christian!!! Arrgggh!!!

I keep on punching the wall of my room and also the mirror. My room is at messed right now. Fuck!

I sat down on my bed and hands were bleeding. Why did I do that to Amber? Now she really hates me.

I pushed her down after seeing Cassandra being punched. I don't care about Cassandra but because I just wanted to stop them and I pushed Amber really hard. Then I'm really angry at her because she didn't listen to me so I did the same, I didn't listen to her explanation.

Why am I such an idiot?! Now I found out after Amber left that Cassandra made up the whole story and also she's the one who been telling about the game and what happen with me and Amber.

I heard a knock outside the house and I took a towel and cover my hand that was now bleeding after I punched the mirror.

When I opened the door I saw Joshua was now standing there looking like He could stab me a million times.

"You son of a bitch!" Then He punched me really hard and I stumble at the floor. I let Him punched me over and over again because I deserves it.

"Its your fault now that Amber has been experiencing this kind of tortured!" Then He punched me again.

"You don't deserve her!!!" And again.

"Now Amber is in the hospital because of you!!!" When I heard that I stop his hand before it reached my face.

"What? She's in the hospital?!" I asked feeling surprised and Joshua let go of me.

"Yes because she's been sick. She stayed in the rain for I don't know how long! Then when she comes home she had some bruises because of you and Cassandra!!! So don't pretend as if you cared!!!!" Joshua yelled towards me.

"How is she right now?" I asked again.

"She still asleep because we found her unconscious in her room. The doctor said she was lucky that we bring her right away or else she was dead! If I were you Christian? Stay away from her starting today." then Joshua leave and slammed the door.

"Ohh my gosh! What have I done???"
How could I face her again? Damn it!!! Arrggghhhh!!! I slammed all of the vase that I could reach and throw it in the floor.

It was already evening when my Mom and Dad came home and they were surprised to see me looking like shit.

"Oh my Gosh Christian! What happened in here? And what happened into your face and to your hands?!!!!" My mom said after seeing that the place was at messed and everything was broken.

I was drinking some brandy and I'm really drunk.

"Son! What happened? Have you been rob?" Now my dad questioned me but I didn't answered.

The looks on my parents eyes were full of concerned and I can't stop myself any longer and I bursted into tears.

"Oh my Christian...what happened?" My mom said and hugged me really tight. But I didn't answer.

"Son tell us... let us help you. What is the problem?" My dad calmed voice relaxed me.

"Its all my fault..." I said while my voice crack in the end. I was trembling.

"What happened son?" My dad asked.

"I hurt...the girl...that I...love." I said again and they just look at each other.

All night my mom cured my hands and we decided to visit Amber. When we arrive at the hospital Joshua was outside the door.

"What are you doing here?!" Joshua said.

"I wanted to see her...please..." I beg.

"You have cause enough damage Christian." Joshua said.

"Please..." I was begging now.

"Leave Christian! Amber doesn't want to see you."

"Let's go son..." my Father said.

"We already payed the bill for Amber to help for all the expenses and also I'm a doctor and I told my friends here that they will give her everything you need." Said my mom and Joshua just nod.

The door has a little opening so I got a glipse of Amber sleeping peacefully at the hospital bed.

"Amber....I'm sorry..." I said softly and then we leave.

When we arrive home my parents decided that I should take a break for awhile so they say that I should travel with them back to London.

And I agree....

I packed my things and we are going to leave tomorrow. I won't forget about you Amber. Hope you'll forgive me.

I write her a letter before I leave, I hope she would recieve it so that I could say sorry for all the mistakes I made. I know its not right to just write it, but that's the only way I know how.

It was early in the morning that I told the messenger that He should make sure that Amber will recieve the letter. We went into the airport and all of the luggage has been inside. I look once again the view of the place I once been stayed and I remember Amber.

"I will miss you Amber and I will never forget about you. I'll come back, I promised...." Then I went inside and leave.