electric blues
scrambled into a dull grey.
my mind, it plays tricks.
whatever i think
whatever i feel-
fine.
I am fine
dancing between the fine lines of madness.
down another fizz to fog my thoughts.
free at last.
party dresses swirling,
glittering gold.
keep your eye on me,
it paints my smiles
the painted girl
that is all i am.
vivid, vibrant portrait,
forever twirling
on tipped toe.
my head turns around
eyes on the sky.
the dust looks like stars.
breathe easy.
it will be okay.
the bleeding will stop.
liquid red will harden to scabby black
no more leaking
no more leaking
puffy white lies breathed out.
this was all i was.
