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This is it, I am now officially 26 year old.

TWENTY SIX. I had to write it down. Para mas ma feel ko.

I feel OLD, bakit ganun? How come may 20's just passed by like that? Without me doing anything special?

Now realisations hit me, I am not living my best life. But what's holding me back from doing the things that I want? Is it my insecurities? My weight and anxieties? My fear of failure or its just my unresolved laziness?

Scrolling through my social media accounts did not made things better. Lalo akong nainsecure; people getting married, my high school classmates and college mates having kids, friends getting rich, buying their own houses and settling down and looking oh so happy with their lives. Pero bakit ako ganito? Stuck at my job and mildly depressed by being alone.

After a long while of sulking, na realize ko na nothing will happen If I continue living like this. I have to do something about this, and I will make sure I will.

"Ysay, lets do this" I called my best friend and decided to the first step to my #livinthebestlife.

Get drunk for the first time in 26 years and oh kiss a stranger!

Probably not the best thing to do, but oh boy I did!!

And it damn felt gooood!