The Elite Mafias [Jeon Jungkook Fanfiction] || kookazed

Ch. 04 || Just me and you || pt. 01

You hear the waves crashing in the back, but you also hear your heart pounding. Your body feels numb as you hold out the gun- not to scan his identity, but to kill him.

???;  Shoot!

You hesitate and swallow your spit, wishing this to be all over and the world to go back to how it was before.

But you stand still and aim your gun confidently at the man out in the far distance. He's standing up from his black pickup truck and his gun is pointed towards you as well.

???; Shoot him, Y/N!"

You shut your eyes and pull the trigger. The sound of the gunshot pierces your ear but you manage to open your eyes later, hoping it reached him in one kill.

Jungkook falls dead to the ground and you hear your heart shatter in pieces. There's no way he survived that headshot.

You start tearing up at Jungkook's fate- and you later look down and notice the blood seeping out from your wounded shoulder.

You're drowning in your sweat as your eyes snap open and you're now staring at your bedroom ceiling. You hear your loud breathing in the silent room and wipe away your tears. Your dreams are getting more and more vivid each day and you can't help but to wonder if it must be because of Jungkook himself.

Since you're questioning the security of this house, you gave all 4 members of your gang a mission to find a new location for your quarters. No one will be home this whole week and you feel lonely, hearing the complete silence in the house.

You wished for at least one member to be home right now...well there's Sua's son but he spends most of the time with his robot nanny.

Suddenly, you feel a jab in your stomach and you get cramps as you move slightly. You figure it must be that time of the month, but you don't even bother going to the bathroom yet.

Your period cramps are the absolute worst every month and now you have an additional pain from the gun wound in your thigh. You sigh loudly at how miserable you're feeling right now.

You get startled hearing the door slowly creak open.

Jungkook; Hi.

You; What- what are you doing here?

Although he seemed to have abandoned the mission you gave him, you're sort of glad he's here with you. He stands at the doorway with a smile on his face.

You; Where's the rest of them?

Jungkook; It's just me.

He shuts your bedroom door and walks towards you.

You; Why are you back already? I gave you a task to complete.

Jungkook; Sua took over my mission and said I could stay here with you.

You already knew Sua really cares for you and loves you, but it still hurts you a little that she slapped you and never apologized.

You; So, you never left? Why?

Jungkook; She told me to take care of you.

You; I'm fine.

Jungkook; No. No, you are not.

You sit up, showing him that you can manage to be by yourself- completely putting aside the advice he gave you yesterday.

But now you also remembered...the kiss.

Jungkook; Let me see your thigh.

You; What? No!

Jungkook; I'll be gentle.

You find it so weird that the butterflies in your stomach are back. He moves the blankets away and you watch as he takes out the first-aid kit from under your bed.

Sua had already removed the bullet from your thigh last night, and she knew how to because she was once a nurse a few years back. 

But she wasn't so gentle as how Jungkook is right now. You sit quietly, watching him pull up your dress a little and apply the ointment around the wound. The wound is still fresh and it hurts whenever his fingers touch the skin on your thigh, but what you're more focused on right now- is the physical intimacy.

You; Jungkook?

He looks up at you, waiting for you to speak.

You; Do you maybe... remember your elite ranking?

Jungkook; Nope.

You; Are you even an elite in the first place?

He shrugs but later remembers he's skilled himself, meaning he must be one.

Jungkook; Maybe. I think so.

You; But why don't I see your information on my gun.

He puts the ointment back in the box and pushes it under the bed.

You; If you are an elite, your name and ranking would show up on my gun.

Jungkook; Yeah, but I am getting back my memories slowly.

You; You are?!

Your sudden enthusiasm shocks him and you move back towards the headboard, feeling embarrassed.

Jungkook; But I can only recall my memories in my dreams. I write it on my body so that I don't forget what I dreamt of by the time it's morning.

You remember he had also written that number code on his arm a few days back.

You; Do you know why you wrote that code on your arm the other day?

Jungkook; I don't know what it means. I just saw those numbers in my dream.

You; It was in code for the word 'August 6'. It's the day I became Elite #3.

Jungkook; Oh.

You stop the conversation right here, not wanting to talk about that day. You suddenly end up trying to hold in the pain from your cramps. You act like everything's fine because it'll be embarrassing if he tells you "it's okay to be weak" again- thinking you must be hurting from the gun wound, when in fact it's now because of your period. 

You're not going to tell him that. Why would you in the first place?

Jungkook stands up and runs his hands through his hair, waiting for you to say something to clear up the awkwardness in the air.

You; Can you...get out of my room now?

He nods, feeling hurt at your direct words. You shut the door in his face and quickly run to the bathroom.

_

You sigh as you hear a knock on your door. It's past dinner time and you haven't eaten anything all day and your cramps are getting worse; you just want to be left alone at this point.

He opens the door and stands there, staring at you hiding underneath the blankets.

Jungkook; Are you okay?

You; Yeah? I mean no, I'm still recovering.

Jungkook; Of course. But is there something else bothering you?

You; N-no?

You pull the blankets over you, trying to hide your expressions as you can't control it any longer.

Jungkook; Y/N?

You don't respond and he tries to pull the blanket away from your tight grip.

You; Leave me alone.

He finally pulls the thick blanket away and finds you staring back at him. But your attention turns toward the big plastic bag he's hiding behind him.

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