I remember a place where I always found Tin there, In other words Tin special place. I just take my notebook and rush to that place while running toward that place
I can see a clear flashback of past life, how I and Tin first time we met, how we walk through seaside, how we attend our first class of pre-school& how I used to draw him in my notebook. I reach to the place where I and Tin always sit and the place is'ROOFTOP OF THE MIDDLE SCHOOL'
I just go through the floor & I finally reach at the rooftop of the school. I hold my breath and open the door, and When I keep my first step at rooftop, I just feel Tin in my heart, I turn myself and
what I see next make me so relax and give me an internal peace, which I always want to feel, after heard about Tin dead, I just lost that peace from my heart. What I see was
Tin playing was his guitar like, he always play and while looking at me, he give me same old smile, whenever he see coming me toward rooftop, holding a notebook and a pencil.That time it is impossible to express what I feel when I see Tin after half and a year later.
I just walk toward him and sit next to him and feel his guitar melody sound, his finger moving, his hair and a beautiful eyes that relax-ly looking at me and silently say ....