to that specific person ; ||

falling apart

and then it came.

the day i never want to approach us. we had a lot of misunderstanding. sometimes we don't even say a word to each other. but thanked God, we managed to fix it.

fix and fix it. trynna open up and love more. until one day, you changed so much. i could say it was like you took me for granted. that evening, i waited for you. for so long. but the replies, it hurts me, a lot more than you could ever think. i talked to my friends about that, because i can't hold on to that. it was so much pressure. i cried a lot. you promised not to do it again. but then, you did. i was really thinking of giving up on you. but then, let's see what 5 hours later “have” for me.