I've been thinking about it all morning ever since you finished your rant, I can't help but admit I did get slightly depressed with a lump in my throat as as always. I want to be very frank, and tell you that it might all burn out in the end. At this point, there's no reason to be sad and cry, we all did in the past. I mean, ever since you told me I was on "thin ice" a long time ago just because at the time I was getting into other things as well, I knew that any moment after that, it would be the end. I've never told you but, every moment, wether happy or sad, I have with you, I am very afraid of losing you all of a sudden just because of a minor inconvenience. The in the end, I feel like the bad friend. So if it's burning out with whoever, let it be Ana, or me, or Leslie, or anyone for that matter, let it burn out if it cannot be saved. We just can't keep at it if we are just gonna be dry and arguing all the time, that's just toxic. Nowadays I realized that I'm better off alone even with fandoms and oc's and stuff, even I was alone with my interests, it'll still help me from dissociating from reality and being happy. In my opinion it's better to be long distanced and caring instead of close and toxic, that's better for life. And of course, as we grow up, we will find less and less people with the same interests as one. That's just life I guess, there's nothing to really do. But even if we all burn out, I'm always here to support or whatever you need, cause friendship comes from love and affection, not what person a or b likes or dislikes. But anyways, school will always get in the way, no matter what we try, I mean we're sophomores, literally only a few years away from our future being determined.
