A little while in heaven

5.wanna know a secret?

https://youtu.be/8L-hRD685TU

Kun pro

I kept staring at yuxin as she seemed to be lost in thoughts. Did i say something stupid. Oh God. Please don't let me screw this up.
I was almost having a panic attack when she Finally looked up at me and smiled at me.

Hmmm...that's really sweet.she will be happy to know.

I was mesmerized by that gentle smile. Even though I've seen this smile a countless times it was never directed to me.at least not when I can actually fully enjoy and look at her like a love sick puppy without having to worry about cameras capturing me so all the time I quickly looks away and hide my face but I used to stare at her everytime she gave that gentle smile to other trainees and felt so jealous i can't just be touchy as them with her. But this moment I can fully look at her without having to worry. Just I should not make her feel like I'm some kind of a perverted stalker. Ah life is hard..
I was actually still looking at yuxin while sulking in my brain. Yuxin must have felt awkward cause I've been staring at her for awhile so she shyly looked down while still smiling.

Wo de tiena she is so cute. Suddenly seeing her blushing face suddenly gave me some courage we've both been running in circles but I really should really make a move. Cause I can still see she have the respect for me as a PD and that fact is building an invisible wall between us and I won't be able to convey my feelings for her if i won't bring that down. I should make her feel more comfortable with me. So I decided to drop my cool act and decided to act like a cute baby like in idol producer days. Which kinda made her look a bit confused cause I guess suddenly her PD acting and talking like a baby is really weird thing to see.
Well I can relate to her situation cause I had same experience with my PD yixin we had so much respect for him and he looked so cool and powerful but as we got to know him more later on we were very shocked to find he is actually a really weird goofball and big baby. Now when I think about it its really hilarious.

Sooo liu cuihua .......how ya feel after becoming 1st? I asked her talking like a baby.

Yuxin blinked fast at the sudden change in Character and then giggled. I don't know it was so sudden... but I'm really happy but at the same time I kinda feel sad yuxin said truthfully.
Kuns forehead creased why?
I feel bad for my fans other trainees. I'm afraid I will drag them down like last time........ yuxin said truthfully.
Kun noticed yuxins expression was getting gloomy again.
Why would you think that? Kun asked in a gentle tone making sure she is comfortable talking with him.
I dunno it's just alot of people keep on questioning about me. Even my sexuality..... last time I got bashed alot saying I'm making my group look bad.....that I was the reason that we had to disband..... yuxin was choking up suddenly all the worries she was trying to hide away came rushing back again... I don't know why people hate me so much...but I always kept all my feelings aside by dancing to my hearts content....Yuxin's voice suddenly started to crack..... but now im afraid if that'll be taken away from me too....
Looking at yuxin like this broke kuns heart. She never shows this side of hers..she always masks her feelings. So it means she must be at a pace where even she can't hide it anymore.....

Kun silently watched her and patted her hair.

You know yuxin you are really talented and beautiful no matter what anyone says Don't doubt yourself ok.....

Yuxin nodded while still looking down.

Kun took a huge breath. Well its now or never .....

Yuxin....? Yuxin looked up at him
Ya wanna know a secret? He asked using his baby tone again.
Yuxin looked at me questionly with a surprised face and after awhile noded.Then I grinned and acted cutely and a bit flirty.
Well then come a little closer..

Yuxin was definitely not used to seeing this kind of side in kun cause he is always acting so mature and cool maybe a bit teasing but still there is always the professinal look he emitted. But now kun is practically being so kawaii and flirty........ yuxin was actually confused how she should react. Wo de tiena what is this unpredictable situation. She thought while letting out a nervous smile.

Then kun raised his hand gesturing her to come closer. Yuxin was cofused but did as she was told and moved closerand kun moved closer too.....she thought he was going to wisper something her so she just stayed still. But just as their faces were inches away from each other rather than moving closer to her ear like she thought, kun suddenly leaned in towards her lips while closing his eyes. Xin's eyes widened as Kun's lips landed on her giving her a peck on the lips.

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