The Incubus

A Night At The Club

Y/N's POV

I'm standing outside the club entrance trying to take a few deep breaths and get myself and my mind ready for whatever is inside.

Its been a few weeks since I last fed and I can feel myself becoming weaker by the day.

I didn't ask for this life, I didn't ask to be the way I am but for some reason that's who I am. I was born this way. You see the thing is...I'm an incubus. Yes, I know, a sex demon, I feed off sexual energy and all that and while this may sound exciting or even interesting to some. Its a huge burden to me. I just want to be normal.

Why haven't I fed in a couple of weeks you might ask. The thing is I tend to lose control whenever I feed and i don't like it. In hindsight, its probably a bad idea to starve myself for so long as that means my control would be even worse as I can snap at any point.

As a demon especially one who thrives on sex, I can probably enter humans dreams and cause their sexual fantasies to come to live in their dreams and feed through that but the thought of that grosses me out because where's the consent  ? Not only would I be in their dreams but they'll also feel everything in reality as well.

I just need someone, one person or a relationship at least so I can feed off one person. But while great sex seems to be a wonderful reason to be in a relationship for others, thinking of trusting someone with this big part of me scares me a lot.

And I'm not the type to go into a relationship just for sex, I need deeper. I love having mental connections with my significant other, I want to have a strong connection with someone that I know would accept me as I am - for what I am. I want to have sex with just one person not just to feed off them but something more meaningful.

I took a deep breath, to somewhat calm myself for what I'm about to do and I step into the club, immediately I'm surrounded by the haze, I can feel the lust and the sexual energy from the people in here bounce off my skin. I wish it was easy to absorb this kind of energy without getting intimate with anyone but sadly it doesn't work that way. Their lust and sexual energy can only work as an aphrodisiac of sorts and get me giddy and high but I can't actually feed of it. I can only feed off someone I'm intimate with, in simpler terms, I can only feed off someone I'm having sex with.

I make my way to the bar, even though I'm getting steadily high from the amount of lust casually encircling me in the club, I like to drink to the point were I know i wouldn't be able to recognise whoever I end up with in case I bump into them in public and also it helps me let loose and makes it somewhat better when I lose control because I have something to blame it on.

I'm on my fifth shot when I feel someone sit next to me but I'm not paying attention because I don't feel drunk enough yet. I'm considering ordering another set of shots when the bartender slides a cocktail like drink my way saying its from the man sitting beside me.

I turn to smile my thanks and down the drink in one go, not like I can die of poisoning or something so I'm not bothered. The drink actually hits the spot, i can feel myself becoming even more drunk.

I decide then to head to the dance floor maybe I'd get someone I can feed on. I spend a couple of minutes dancing with random strangers when I feel someone press their body on my back and dancing along to the rhythm of the music. Hmm here's someone who thinks the can be dominant. What a mistake.

I spin him round and grind his body against mine and it gets really hot from there. I turn him over to face me so our hard-ons can rub against each other making him moan while I capture his lips with mine.

Sharing a few hot kisses and some open mouthed ones, I turn his neck and suck a hickey into his neck making him moan out loud.

"Let's take this somewhere else stranger" I whisper hotly against his ear watching him nod.

We stumble outside blindly with our lips almost stuck together, we manage to hail a cab and i told the driver the address to the nearest motel and the moment we got to the motel and paid for a room. We stumble towards the door and walk to the bed, the moment his knees hit the back of the bed, i push him on the bed while taking off my top watching him take off his, i take some time to admire his body as much as I can in my drunken state. I can feel my control slip by the second, its going to be one hell of a night and I'm about to get well fed.

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So there's the first chapter, I was going to add the sex scene but I decided to wait till the next chapter because  I've never written smut and I'm not about to embarrass myself in the first chapter.

So the sex scene would be in the next chapter after I've made my research, also you'd notice I never mentioned who he ended up in bed with...thats because I haven't decided which Ateez member I want it to be.

I'll have to choose between Seonghwa and maybe Mingi.

Tell me what you think about this chapter.

Have a lovely day/Night.