The Dream

Part 51

Mattia woke up in his bed

M: where is she!?

He yelled at the top of his lungs remembering what happened before he passed out

The doctors ran in

M: where is she?

Doc: probably at her house after he knocked you out she left in a hurry because you scared her she was terrified of you

M: she'd never be scared of me you're lying

Doc: she broke up with you she doesn't want to be with you right now not until you're mentally stable

M: she makes me stable I need her you don't understand I'm gonna start having dreams again like I have been and it just- I hate it without her please in begging you let me see her

Doc: she's not allowed to come here anymore

M: she has her therapy sessions here what day is it?

Doc: the 17

M: day of the week?

Doc: Monday?

M: she has an appointment here on Friday please let me see her when she comes

Doc: how'd you know she was gonna be here

M: she had all her sessions scheduled for a few months every Friday so I can see her every Friday at least

Doc: what if she doesn't wanna see you

M: she will she's even told me

Doc: when did she tell you?

M: she said she'd never wanna be away from me just a few weeks ago

Doc: alot can change in a few weeks

M: can I call her?

Doc: no you can't do anything involving her

M: to fucking bad

Doc: you have no way of getting to her so don't waste your time

M: you keep lying to me I can tell when you lie she wasn't scared of me she wanted to stay to didn't she!?

Mattia started to raise his voice

Doc: calm down I'm just trying to figure out your obsession with her

M: I'm not obsessed I just love her and I need her and she needs me I was like her service dog I always helped her calm down if she was having a panic attack

Doc: she'll be fine with her friends she's staying with and besides it's none of your business what's going on with her you guys aren't even together anymore

M: stop it dont say that she didn't mean it I bet kairi made her say it

Doc: you need to let her go

M: I'll never let her go

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Emily sat on her bed feeling nothing it felt like she was in a dream she didn't know what was real or fake anymore she was going to talk about how she's been feeling lately to Stacy her therapist today since they didn't let Emily go last time and changed her schedule so mattia wouldn't know when she'd be there

Taylor walked in

T: hey girl I was thinking about going out and partying tonight wanna come?

E: no I'm fine thanks though

T: you never wanna do anything anymore what's up?

Emily shrugged Taylor just sighed and left them Kairi came in her room

K: hey Em's wanna go get high at a party with me?

E: no thanks

K: are you sure it's free weed?

E: yeah I'm sure

K: are you okay?

E: yeah I'm fine don't worry about me go have fun

K: it won't be fun unless you're there

E: that's cool

Emily nodded

K: seriously what's wrong you're so different are you depressed?

E: I don't know maybe, maybe not

Kairi kissed her Emily pushed him away

E: ugh what the fuck dude

Emily got up and went to the bathroom

K: finally got some emotion outta you now tell me what's wrong

Emily shook her head no while washing her mouth

K: was it really necessary to wash your mouth

Emily nodded

K: tell me what's wrong or else I'll do it again

E: I just don't want to admit it

K: admit what?

E: that I miss mattia I still love him to I just can't get him off my mind

K: oh I'm sorry how about while they're gone me and you can watch something and eat some snacks or just talk chill get high whatever you wanna do

E: I have an appointment today

K: to what I can go with

E: it's therapy trust me you don't wanna be there

K: no i do please can I come with

E: I guess it's gonna be boring though and all we'll talk about is probably just Mattia

K: that's fine I barely ever hear you talk anymore

E: I just don't like to waste my breath on worthless things that don't matter like this conversation so bye

K: wait no when's your appointment I really wanna go

E: are you sure it's in the same building as Mattias

K: I don't care we won't see him right?

E: no but I thought you'd be to much of a pussy to be in the same building as him

K: ouch you think imma pussy?

E: yeah pretty much

K: well I'm not I'll do anything

E: okay jump off the helicopter into the pool then I get to decide what height it's at

K: would it make you happier?

E: if you end up getting hurt maybe it'll make me laugh

K: you're so mean

E: I was kidding don't do that you'd probably get killed

K: I missed that smile

Emily didn't even realize she was smiling

E: I was smiling at the thought of you falling to your death from the helicopter

K: evil

E: oh yeah I'm so evil

K: let's watch some Tokyo ghoul together till your appointment

E: do we have to?

K: yep

Kairi jumped on Emilys bed and put on Tokyo ghoul

E: bitch

K: and if you call me a bitch make sure you put baddest infront of it wack ass hoe

E: my way my way or the highway

Kairi was happy Emily was starting to lighten up