I will never forget the moment I realized I loved you (Taekook/Vkook)

Chapter Twenty

Jungkook was back in his favorite place up in the mountains while looking down at the city with tears rolling down his cheeks. "Your such an idiot...why did you do that?....why did you let them see you like that" Jungkook asks himself as he kept talking to himself like usual.

"Because that's how you are. Your nothing but useless and worthless to everyone. Don't think your something special now to your new friends besides they'll throw you away very soon too" the voice inside his head started talking again as Jungkook placed his hands on his head "stop..." he mumbles "stop what? From saying the truth? How about you keep looking down until you fall and die. No one will know or care anyways" the voice kept talking "just leave me alone get out of my head" Jungkook said to himself.

Meanwhile
When Taehyung left he went to the bathroom to wash up then went to his locker to put on his hoodie instead of the bloody shirt he had on. He didn't want to stay so he decided to go to his usual place where he would spend some time alone away from everyone. As he left he was walking and thinking to himself.

'Why am I like this? Do I really have no control of my body or how I feel? I wish I could go back in time and fix things......wait is that..Jungkook? What is he doing here? Should I say something to him? No he probably doesn't want to see me, not after what I did. He's probably afraid of me now. I don't blame him lots of people hate me and fear me. I should probably go.' As he was about to leave because he saw Jungkook on the hill that he likes to go, he stepped on a stick and it broke which made a click sound. "Fuck.." Taehyung mumbles.

Jungkook immediately looked towards the sound getting afraid of who it might be as he saw someone in a hoodie where he thought it was a random person but when he kept staring he realized it was Taehyung 'is that?...is that really him? Is that actually Taehyung?' He kept looking at the male with a little shock and wide eyes not believing the male was actually here.

"Sorry about that, I'll just leave." Taehyung said trying to leave because he knew the harder he tried working on things the more he made things worse.

"P-Please don't go..." Jungkook spoke out while looking at Taehyung with begging glassy eyes, not wanting the older to actually leave.

Taehyung sees the boys eyes then looks at him with reassuring eyes. He steps closer up the hill till he was next to Jungkook. Both boys were side by side looking at the beautiful view. "Um...there's something I wanna say." Taehyung breaks the silence. He turns around to Jungkook but his hair was covering his eyes. He stepped closer to Jungkook and pulled him close to him and hugged him really tightly like it was the end of the world.

He places his head on Jungkooks shoulder but really close to his neck. "I'm sorry....I'm really sorry...please don't leave me..." Taehyung said quietly to Jungkook. His voice was starting to crack from sadness and his eyes had some tears because the truth is, he didn't want to lose him. Taehyung couldn't hold back his tears so one of them started rolling down Jungkooks back as he starts to hug him even tighter.

Jungkook was surprised with what's happening as he widens his eyes when he felt something wet slide down his back knowing the older was now crying where he felt bad and it honestly broke his heart. Jungkook wrapped his arms around Taehyung and hugs the male tightly as well "it's okay hyung....don't apologize for anything...I'm not leaving you. I promise you that" Jungkook said softly and assuringly trying to comforting Taehyung while gently stroking the older's hair.

Taehyung felt really good when he heard that Jungkook won't leave him. "Promise..." He said in a low tone still holding on to Jungkook.

"I promise hyung" Jungkook said back softly as he kept holding onto the older and stroking Taehyung's hair gently.