Old Friends

Do I Still Love Him?

Chris's POV
I haven't seen Tia in over a week. We've texted but not much. She really pissed me off not answering my calls or texts but I miss my baby. I decide to call her see what she's up to. She picks up on the first ring. Hey baby what you doing I say. She tells me she's just leaving the boutique. I say oh perfect, want to go to dinner? She just says yeah sure. I tell her I'll meet her at her condo in an hour. I get up and get ready it's 5 p.m. now. I really miss her and I haven't had any in awhile. She's been so busy at the boutique lately or she's either tired. My baby is a hard worker so I understand.

Tia's POV
I'm just finishing up at the boutique and Chris calls me. I answer and he asks to go out to dinner. I haven't seen him in awhile and I do kind of miss him. I also don't want him to think I just don't have time for him at all. He said he would pick me up in about an hour from my place. I head home take a quick shower and get ready. I'm looking at myself in the mirror because he said he would be here in 10 minutes. I look really good. I answer the door and let Chris in and he has some flowers. I smile and say thank you. I wasn't expecting flowers. He just smiles and says I know. I take the flowers and go get a vase to put them in. Chris comes up behind me and wraps his arms around me. He whispers in my ear I missed you so much baby. Then he says I want us to be good and workout whatever is bothering you. I turn to face him and say I missed you too. He kisses me so deeply. He picks me up and I say wait what about dinner. He laughs and says you hungry huh. I chuckle and say yeah I am. We head out to go get dinner. He says you look really beautiful. I blush and say thank you.

We pull up to Ruth's Chris. I smile and say ooo my baby treating. Chris laughs and says only the best for the best. Dinner is actually fun. Chris and I haven't laughed this much in awhile. After we leave we go back to my place. I change and he has some clothes he left here so he changes as well. We are chilling on the couch watching some movie. Chris turns my head to face his and he kisses me softly. In between kisses he says you are the only girl I need and the only girl I want for the rest of my life. He pulls me on top of him. I give in to him and we make our way to my room. I think I still love him. We've been through a lot and he makes me feel right but I still don't know if my feelings are stronger than what they are now for Trevor.

The next morning Chris and I are still cuddled up when my phone buzzes. I grab it peeking behind me to see if Chris is still sleep. He is so I get up, go in the bathroom to use it and see I have a few messages from Trevor. He just texted me saying he misses me and wants to see me tonight before he leaves for a few days. I text him back saying I'm busy. He immediately responds and says please I won't see you for a few days. I just text him and say okay but it can't be long. I crawl back in bed and fall asleep for about another hour. I wake up and Chris isn't beside me. I go out into the kitchen and he's making breakfast. I say morning and he smiles coming over to kiss me. I tell him I have to go to the boutique later for a little. He says okay and he tells me he's going to go to his place grab a few things and come back. I just say okay. He says I think I'm going to just spend the week here. I say okay. I go sit on the couch in the living room and text Trevor and say I'll meet him at his place. He just responds okay.

Later I get to Trevor's. I walk in and he says wassup and asks why I can't stay long. I tell him I'm busy so this has to be quick. He comes to kiss me and I stop him. What are you doing I ask. He just says what's wrong I'm not going to see you for a few days. I say I can't do this right now and ask him did he want something else. He says I just wanted to spend some time with you. I just tell him that I can't because Chris is at my place waiting for me. Trevor scrunches his face up and I can tell he's a little upset.

Trevor's POV
Really Tia. Did this girl really just say he's at her place waiting for her. I swear I thought she was going to break up with him. I look at her with my face scrunched up. I ask her why is she still with him. She says because she still has love for him. Now I'm pissed I yell at her and say oh you still have love for him but you are here sleeping in my bed after I give you the best sex. She starts yelling back and tells me she never asked for this and that she told me she had a boyfriend. This girl can make me so mad but I still want her. I just stand there and I'm thinking. I look back at her and I just ask her how does she feel about me and does she love me. She is hesitant and then she looks down. She says yes Trevor, I love you okay. I just ask her what she's doing with him then and why won't she just get rid of him and be with me. She goes on to say it's not that easy they've been together for 2 years. I look at her and ask what about us. We've known each other since middle school and I took your virginity. She looks at me and just says I know you did but we haven't spoken in 3 years and I have a boyfriend. I can't believe her right now. I yell at her and say she's the reason we haven't spoken and that she knows I've wanted her all these years. She starts to head to the door. I grab her by her waist and kiss her so passionately. She wraps her arms around my neck and I lift her up. In between kisses she's telling me to put her down. I keep going and eventually she gives in. I just give it to her right then and there.

Tia's POV
I can't believe this just happened again. Chris is at my place waiting for me and I fell right into Trevor's trap. I just leave because I feel so bad. I head back to my place and Chris is chilling on the couch. He says hey baby everything good at the boutique. I say yeah. I sit next to him and he wraps his arm around me. I feel so guilty. I don't know what I'm doing. I need to figure out who I want before this goes too far.