broken and healing

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it was now friday evening. thomas, diego, quinton, cynthia, loren, kaelyn, griffin, and i were all sat in the back yard listening to music, as the boys ruff housed in the pool, kae, and loren were sat in the hot tub, and cynthia and i were taking pictures. we were all just chilling enjoying eachothers presence, when luna had walked in. if you don't know who luna is, she is lorens ex best friend, and thomas's ex girlfriend. she broke his heart. she cheated on him with Marcel. Marcel and thomas made up, but haven't been as close since. as for luna, loren, thomas, and the other guys, they have hated her since. i hate her more than any of them for various reasons.
1.) she tried to fight me once because loren dropped her, but kae, cynthia, lor, and i ganged up on her and beat her ass.
2.) when my friend kam was alive, she dated him and cheated on him as well. and was very manipulative and abusive.
3.) the reason that bothers me the most: she broke thomas. no one hurts my baby the way she did.- i said thomas, not my baby.... what're you talking about..
i snapped back to reality.
Lu: hey guys, i missed you all so much how're you!
she plastered on that shitty fake smile.
H: you need to leave.
Lu: why so soon, party has just begun, tell her babe.
she said looking towards thomas and he nearly broke down right then and there. i stepped in her way of seeing him.
L: bitch leave. it's my house.
Lu: i'm here to stay.
she laughed.
H: alright stupid ass crackwhore. you want a replay of what happened the last time you showed up here?
she looked down.
Lu: tommy baby, let's go home. i don't like the way she treats me.
he looked up
T: n-no.
she looked at me.
Lu: okay bitch. you clearly put him under some spell or some shit. no one ever sticks with you like that. no one likes you, why do you think jess killed herself. because, she didn't like your ass.
*WARNING, this gets a little detailed of rape, ill leave a spot saying when it's safe again if you get triggered easily it's best not to read.*
H: really?
i said gulping holding back my tears.
H: because last time i checked, you raped her at a party. you forced yourself onto her. everyone thinks a female can't rape a female. you shoved a mop inside of her. she did NOTHING to you. your just a PHYSCO BITCH WHO ENJOYS DOING SICK THINGS TO INNOCENT PEOPLE.
i said letting all of my anger, and tears come out.
Lu: aw look. your crying.
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she laughed, and that did it for me. i grabbed here by the hair and pulled her to the ground climbing on top of her punching her repeatedly as the tears fell harder and harder. i got up grabbing her hair again dragging her to the pool and sitting on top of her again, but this time putting her head underwater, i pulled it up after a few seconds.
H: YOU STUPID BITCH I HATE YOU.
i screamed between sobs and punches again. i put her head under again and again and when i pulled her up i continued punching her. the last time i pushes her under i didn't pills her back up. i was going to kill her for what she did to my best friend. until i was lifted off of her and pulled into someone's lap. i heard all the panicking voices trying to figure out what to do to help her so she didn't die but i didn't care. i just kept reliving walking in on my best friend, hanging from her ceiling fan, with blood all on her arms and legs. lifeless. i cried. and cried. and cried. i had recognized the smell of the arms i was in, it was thomas.
H: WHY HER.
i screamed with a shaky voice.
H: WHY MY BEST FRIEND.
thomas ran his hands through my hair.
H: IT SHOULDVE BEEN ME.
was all i could say for a good hour. until i had cried myself to sleep in thomas arms in the back yard.