I'm The One That Should Love | K.S.J | SEASON 3

The Reunion Of Two Friends

Y/N said she wanted to invite her cousin, and we were here while the food was ready we were waiting for her cousin but her cousin suddenly came

"can't we just eat now?" i said but she stares at me and it made me scared at her "it's disrespectful if we eat without my cousin" i feel like i was getting scolded by my mother so i slowly look away

"There he is! Here oppa!" she raised her hand, signaling where she is 'oppa? Who is that jer-- ' when i turned around, I saw the man standing, the man I don't want to see, but .... i look at Y / N who is smiling like they are dating, i felt comfortable when he sits beside her

"I guess you invited someone" that guy said, but i just look at the table, i don't want to hear his voice anymore "he is my boss, Kim Seok--"

"yeah i know him" i immediately look at him "you guys know each other?" he chuckled "very well" he said while staring at me and i can see that he is staring directly at my eyes "well then, let's eat" Y/N said

I grab the chopstick and starts to eat while they do the same "long time no see, hyung"

"Yeah ..." but under the table i was clenching my fist with my thumb inside 'how did Y/N meet him while he didn't even know me, is Y/N just pretending because Yoongi wants Y/N to be his girl Or did he do something to erase Y/N's memory so that he would not recognize me and just fake Y/N's death'

I was still confused and a lot of questions in my head that had not been answered, and I was just here like someone else who did not even notice me.

.........

Well that was awkward lunch... i can see that they are having a conversation then she walk up to me "let's go, old man" seriously? Does she wants to fight with me right now?

.........

"how did you know him?" i ask coldly "who? Yoongi oppa?"

"Cut that oppa thing! Yeah him" I do not know if I was jealous and she just laughed at me "do I look like i was joking?" she sigh and i can feel that she was looking at me "do you like me?" she said without hesitating

"y-you, really d-di--"

"Okay now i know, but i actually likes you" i immediately looked at her "i like you to drink with me later" I took a deep breath "why? Have you learned to drink too?"

"you guys are w*ird you know? I don't really know how you guys know me? And why did you guys called me Y/N when my name is Lee Eun Hye" right they changed her name, i wonder who is living with her... don't tell me that guy "Y/N?-- i mean Eun Hye you need to live with me right now"

"why? Suddenly...?" she said while playing at her phone "as long as I take you to your apartment and get your--" she cut me off by raising her hand in the side of my face "wait... did you just said my apartment?" she scoff "are you a perv*rt? And you are stalking me? Don't tell me--"

I look at her and she cover her body "y-yah! I'm n-not l-like t-that!" then my eyes blinking multiple times while i was looking at the road "then tell me why i should live with you?"

"don't know too, i just want you to be my side" i smiled and she scoff "then admit it you like me don't you?" i heavily sigh "okay okay, yes i like you, are you happy now?" aish! This woman

"i don't like you, stop the car--" she suddenly stop speaking when i look at her she just look straight at the road and that confused me "why? What happened?" but she just smiled, not that true smile, it's a fake and (TRUE! AH HA~~ FAKE AND, FAKE AND TRUE!~, yup i'm a once too so i'll stop here from now😂)

It's fake and a forced smile, but i shrugg it off and look back at the road

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Seeing her like that makes me wants to pulled her into my arms and saying 'it's okay, we will solve that together' but my hands are stopping me and someone in my head saying 'she's gonna think that your creepy and she will avoid you, thinking that your not the right guy for her to comfort her'

I sigh then suddenly someone knock on my door "come in" i said and sit back at my chair "sir i got the details, who live with her, what are the person's name who are with her, why they live there" i smirk, i don't know i just did

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"ani~ unnie, he's my boss and--" i heard her scoff 'that scoff'

"well if your shift is done come home DIRECTLY here!" she's going to hurt me again and i know what will she say that, it's all my fault why she's like that why she live like that, "i said ANSWER ME!" this is it she's mad at me again she emphasized 'answer me' "y-yes u-un-nie"

I don't know why she always does that to me, why does she always hurt me when I don't know what my reason or fault is, I also don't know if she is my real sister Because if she was my real sister, she wouldn't do it to me, she wouldn't hurt me for no reason, because if I were her, I wouldn't really do that to my sister, because it hurts me to see her suffering like that because I was abusing her

I put my phone on the table and cried at my palm covering my face "i don't have anyone to tell all my problems, and all my feelings how painful was i am in my position now!!" if you don't know no one is here "Why didn't I just kill him, why did they save me the day I was about to die, because she wanted to hurt me, is that it?!!"

Seing myself like this, feeling myself like this makes me disgust at myself right now, why am I still alive? Why wasn't I just left to die in that fucking hospital

'Why can't I tell my cousin?' Because I used to tell him that my sister was hurting me, what did he do? When he got home he told my sister everything I said to him, 'how did I know?'

Well, it came out of my sister's mouth that the truth is that my cousin tells him what I am complaining about and my sister is hurting me even more 'how do I hide my wounds?' Of course I put a foundation that is the same color as my skin, that's what others do in kdrama when one of their family beats them

'Why didn't I just leave the house?' I did that too and what did I get? I was also caught and of course I was beaten and locked in my room and not fed for a week, so I just wondered why I did not look for a job and have fun and was not just locked inside the apartment

To Be Continued

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