Sugawara x Daichi (I wish that I wasn't here)

Chapter 1: cuts and lies

Beep,  beep, beep

Sugawara groaned as he leaned forward and wacked his alarm clock to make it stop beeping. He groaned again, as he puts his hand on his dress of drawers, knocking something on the floor, with a clank. The grey haired boy looks down, to see a small  shiny razor blade, with dried blood on it, he sighs softly and picks it up. He places the blade on his arm, he was about to sink it  into his pale skin, until his phone buzzed.

Sugawara grabs his phone and looks at it, despite the pain in his arm, from the cuts, he couldn't help but smile. Daichi. He opened the message, Suga, we need to talk. Meet me at my house, in 15 minutes, Sugawara, got dressed and grabbed a snack, his phone went off more than usual. He sighs softly and goes to it. He had one message from Hinata and one from Kageyama, checking on him, he replied to them. He scroll through the other messages and nearly dropping his phone.

Go kill yourself, you gay fucker.
You shouldn't be alive

He throws his phone at the wall, he choked on his tears, he grabs the razor blade, cutting two lines on his arm. He cries quietly, as a voice said, "Stop crying, you worthless idiot", Sugawara sucks in a breath and goes to wrap a bandage around his arm. He grabs a hoodie and puts it on.  He grabs his phone and heads to Daichi's house.

~45 minutes later~

Sugawara walks to his best friend's house,  he didn't care that he was 45 minutes late, and the fact that his phone was buzzing mentally. He sighs softly and walks to Daichi's front door, you shouldn't be here, just head home, he probably wants to end his friendship with you. He bites his lip hard and knocks on the door.

There was a rumble and a crash. The door opens and standing there was a raven haired boy. "Suga! Where have you been?!" The grey haired boy shrugs, "I passed out, sorry", he knew lying to his friend, was stupid, but he had to....how else would he protect his friend and hide what he was doing himself. "You okay though right?" Daichi asked and the younger nods.

The raven haired boy, hugs him tightly, for a while and grags his friend into the house,  Suga stood in the hallway, he looks at Daichi, "so what is it you want?" Daichi closes the door and looks at the younger and took a deep breath, "there is someone that I want to tell you"

Sugawara stares at the older, "what is it Daichi?" The raven haired boy walks to him, "I wanted to ask you, is there something going on? Tanaka says you acting weird and saw bandages in your bag", there was a worried look on his face. Suga smiles at him, "I'm fine, I just brought them in case I sprain my knee", his best friend nods, "alright, let's play a game okay"