Am I forcing myself too much?
Is trying to defend my friend wrong?
Why do I force myself to things
That I know will affect me negatively?
But will it really though
You've already been through that you know
That time when you were so stressed out
You started burning up
The fever surprised you
You thought you were invincible to feelings
The word stress was foreign to you
Yeah times weren't too great before that as well
It was a time when I was trapped
Someone else was discreetly affecting me
In a way that its effects linger until now
It's frustrating to know the cause of the problem
But not know the solution to it
Stop you're only falling deeper
You know what happens when you think
So stop
Stop thinking
It's easier
It's hard not to think though
We both know that
But try
Please I don't want us to break
I can't break and we both know that as well
I can't cry
A part of me stops me from crying
And it hurts
I can't breathe well when that happens
We can't stop this
I know
I know
I know
I know
I know
I know
I know
Just stop typing
You're the one who should stop
Stop trying to stop me
We can't diffuse in any other way
You know we can't break
But you also know we can just stop
We can easily end this without breaking
No
No
No
No
NO
DO NOT FALL INTO THAT
ANYWHERE BUT THERE
PLEASE JUST STOP
What went wrong?
Why am I being too casual with that topic?
What happened to me?
I don't know
With everything that went on
I don't know anymore
