4 am thoughts

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I am 16
And my father has betrayed me
My friend i can't live without
Breathtaking smile
That melts hearts
How come i don't
Smile anymore
What if i don't
See my friend one more time
And i don't get to see
Her smile again .

I have to learn how to write my feelings
In order to continue to write the secret notes
No one stays in my life
Suppose i don't see friend and we lose our connection
She will forget about me
There's nothing i would want more is too feel her hand
In mine
I feel alone ,
My mind is full,
And I can't find get someone to stay
And i don't get to see
Her smile again.

No one cares about
My feelings
I'm not accepted
For who i am
Why do people
Find the need
To leave my life
I'm too ugly to be loved
I will never hug her again
Will she ever get the new letters i wrote her
And i don't get to see
Her smile again

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