lover boy\\bryce hall fanfic

i can't..im sorry.

bryce: let me explain..
you: what is there to explain?? how good the kiss was?? funny.
i go to walk off but he grabs my wrist. it scared me.
bryce: no tay she kissed me when she say you and you ran so quick you didn't even see me push her off.
you: bitches lie.
all the sudden bryce gets loud.
bryce: TAYLOR I DIDNT CHEAT YOU DUMBASS!
his face goes blank.
did he just yell at me?! wtf? is he okay?!
you: WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK BRYCE?!
bryce: I LOVE YOU OKAY AND I WANG YOU TO JUST TRUST ME BUT YOUR BEING A BITCH ABOUT IT.
you: i can't with you.
i push him.
bryce: WHAT THE HELL?!
you: YOU EXPECT ME TO NOT PUSH YOU PEICE OF SHIT!
i spit in his face and go to walk off but he grabs my arms again. tight.
you: ow!
you: bryce fucking let go of me!
bryce: just listen to me for once!
josh comes in
josh: THE HELL IS GOING ON?! YOU ALL NEW TO EACH OTHER??
josh sees bryce hand on mine.
josh: bryce you shit bag what are you doing to her?!!?
josh yanks his hand off of my arm.
bryce: she dosent believe and she tried walking off.
josh: i can see why! both of you are being pathetic. but bryce don't touch a girl ever. especially in MY house.
bryce: she deserves it she pushed me.
tears start to stream down my face.
does he really think i deserve to get hurt?! i'll show him hurt.
you: ok bryce listen here. i went through hell with you. you didn't talk to me for a couple months after we 'hooked up'. i cried over you for days because i didn't know where you were. then i find you at a party with a gang?! what the fuck is up? then you kiss someone else when we officially get together.
he stares me down and i see tears form in his eyes.
you: IM DONE WITH YOUR GAMES!
bryce: i love you and all i want is your trust.
you: i can't trust you?! we need a break. for good.
josh: taylor you need to go get angel and go to your room.
josh: bryce i will come by later go home for now.
bryce: fine
i tell nessa to watch angel while i go talk to josh.
we go to my room and i lay on the bed as he sits down.
josh: what the hell happened?
you: ask bryce.
josh: just talk to me tay.
you: i love him. so much. but he just tells me he loves me then has a makeout session with me. he dosent show me he loves me. he leaves and dosent come back then just shows up. don't you get it josh. i don't want a break i just want to be with him. i want to love him.
josh: taylor..i'm so sorry..
josh wraps his arms around me and hugs me.
he looks at me as i cry.
you: i love you
josh: love you too tay
josh went back to nessa and angel came to me. i put her to bed and we both fell right asleep.

so i'm kinda in love with this book but..should i make it where she gets with like ryland or something and then bryce gets with addison. but trust me they will get back together.