In 30 days

Chapter 1

I'm here at my school today, and when I enter my room my Teacher Mrs. Valdez is after me too wearing her expressionless on her eyes.

"Class sit down I have announcement today, Daniel Sanchez is die. Yesterday her mother found out that he kill his self"

Omg. Tama ba ang narinig ko? I'm shock i think i will have my heart attack right now omg it is true? I look around and I think My world freeze I Feel nothing para akong mawawalan ng malay Everything became slow mo' to me. Hindi lang ako ang na shock at nagtataka dito, tinatanong ko sarili ko bakit siya nagpakamatay? Hindi ba worth it  ang life niya na binigay ng diyos? Hindi ba siya masaya?. Lahat ng nasapaligid ko ay nagbubulong bulongan why Daniel kill his self daw? Everyone have sorrow and regret in there eyes.

Daniel Sanchez is a handsome man, a tall and have a hot body, a Angelic eyes, and his coffee hair looks smooth. Only that he have no friends lahat ng estudyante tingin sakaniya ay isang weirdo, hindi rin siya nagpapakita ng emosyon, hindi rin siya nakikipag friends siguro? Di ko alam bat naman niya gagawin yun?

I remember our first encounter noon I was on hallway when i was searching my iphone in my bag so in that scenario Im not looking on my way, then may nakabangga ako at natapon ang lahat ng librong hawak niya

'Hala Omg I'm sorry Im sorry' I said

Pinulot ko ang mga libro niya so as he. Limang makapal na libro. I look at the man who I bump with, My heart beat fast when I look at his handaome face makapal ang kilay nito that it suit his face, matangos ang ilong,some of his hair cover his eyes, I look at his every angle when my eyes drop to his lips, his heart shaped lips, mapula pa ang labi niya I blushed when I thought of kissing him. Arrgghhh Bianca! Ano ba ang iniisip mo gaga ka talaga emp.

I blush more when I look at his eyes nakatingin na rin pala siya sakin!

Wow he have his Hazel eyes pala. Rawr! ang pogi niya talaga beshiee. Iling iling para bumalik naku sa diwa ko.

'uhmmm, I'm sorry talaga oh eto oh' i said again but there's was no response.

Im pouting. Why he is not responsing kasi?

Sabay abot ko sa kiniya ang dalawang libro. Kinuha niya yun at he rolled his eyes to me?! Wala manlang pa thank you? Ganern lang? Aba huh! Suplado naman nito grrr. Pagkakuha niya ng libro tinalikuran niya lang ako! I watch his every move when he was walking away from me I notice his biceps na umuurma sakaniyang white Vneck, masculino mga besh umuurma oy Alam niyo yun? Naparang kaya niya akong buhatin? Ay charot lang hindi ah! Green minded kayo iba yung aking iniisip eh.

I smile of that memory. But it so sad nawala na siya.

We're Classmate in Eng sub. We're 4rth year napala malapit ng makapagtapos.
We have a memory on our Eng sub.

Here it is. I was late when I enter the room of my prof. Nakakahiya sa tanang buhay ko ngayon lang ako na late it's because of my beautiful dream! Or I should say nightmare? Ano ba naman kasi i dream about that guy I bump 2 weeks ago,naging kami daw! Tapos I kiss his lips and it's yummy. Grrrrr omg what is wrong to me?!

So I enter the room and say sorry to my prof. And go to my sit kung saan sabi ni sir I will sit beside Daniel daw I look at the boy na magiging ka seatmate ko and shock! I swallow hard, parang natuyo na yung lalamunan ko sa katitig sa kaniya Daniel pala ang pangalan. Para hindi ako mapahiya ng husto dumeritso nako sa tabi niya. I Cant look at him after what I dream last night?! No way I'd rather die. Kinuha ko yung note and pen sa may bag ko to take down notes but naiilang ako sakaniya. I accidentally Hit my pen and worst dun pa sa frontseat niya na punta! I look at him para sana tignan siya kung kukunin niya ba o hindi pero ano ba ang maaasahan ko sakaniya? Dumuko na ako para kunin yung ballpen, inabot ko yung ballpen kaso parang hindi ko maabot kasi ang layo so yun kunti pang lapit! Naabot ko na yung BP.

'What are you doing?' inis nasabi ng katabi ko.

'What?' I look at him at tinaasan ko siya ng kilay

I blushed when I realize what our position right now nakaupo siya sa upuan niya habang nakabukaka(typical position ng mga lakaki) while me naka luhod  sa harapan niya
Alam niyo yun? Hindi naman ako inosente para hindi malaman na parang nag B-BJ ako sakaniya nuh?! Tumikhim ako na parang wala lang nangyari at bumalik sa upuan ko at di na makatingin sa kaniya sa sobrang kahihiyan at isa pa pula na pula na siguro tung pesngi ko! Tumingin ako sa paligid at! Nakita ko silang nakatingin sakin yumuko nalang ako, thankfull na nagsudulat si sir sa chalk board ng mga important details.

I pouted when I remember that scenario again. Sa sobrang pagiisip I just realize it's break time na.

And of course kalat na sa buing school what happend to Daniel. When I encountered my Bestfriend on the cafeteria And she talk about Daniel with a reget on her eyes.

"I feel sorry for daniel, he's gwapo pa naman and he have no friends in this school I wondee why? " she said

"I dont wanna talk about it crezh"

"are you okay Bian?"

With concern on her eyes di ko inaakala na mapapansin niya pala ito i thought no one could.  Of course no? Argghh what am i feeling?! I dont know, Will I say im ok? When it obvious Im not.

"uhm yeah"

"you look like not, what's wrong?"

"nothing"

Her eye narrowed

"Auh! Btw, you going to Daniel burial?"

"Um dont know what 'bout you? "

"Oh no, I have a party with lily and maredith you want to come? "

She looks like excited with there party lily and maredith is our new Bestfriend we just met them 3 weeks ago but they are cute and happy to be with at minsan ko lang sila nakakasama kasi iba naman kami ng sched at si Crezah lang ang always ko nakakasalamuha.

"I dont know crezh sakit ng ulo ko" palusot ko

"oh okay? Hmmm do what you want then hihi"

She smile so I smile back.

I dont know if I will go to Daniel burial I want to come that I dont. But parang may tumutulak saking pumunta doon.

But I really wonder why daniel kill his self?