Ishimondo: Kinda Intense Kinda Cute

Chapter Three

ISHIMARU POV

I walked out of the school, hoping to go unnoticed by any of my friends. Unfortunately, though, I was stopped by Leon. I tried to walk past him, but he stepped in front of me and blocked my way. "Yes, Leon?" I said weakly. 

"What happened, dude?" He asked. It was sorta comforting to know people were concerned about me, but I didn't want to talk about what happened. 

"I really don't want to talk about it." I said. I tried to pass him, but he blocked me again. 

"Look, you don't gotta if you don't want to, but just know we're all concerned about you," He patted my shoulder and I flinched from pain. "We all care about you, especially Mondo." My insides squirmed when I heard my crush's name. "He's really really  worried." I looked into his eyes. 

"Can I leave?" I asked, passive-aggressively. I pushed past him and set off to go home. I started to cry as I set off for home. Even though Mondo's kinda intense sometimes, I still loved him. I wish he would feel the same, but I'm pretty sure he's straight. Not to mention he cares about his 'bad boy' reputation, so dating me  would ruin that. We're polar opposites, it would never work. I wiped a tear from my cheek and sniffled. I wished at least one thing would work out for me. My family name has been tarnished, my dad is a drunk. Basically everything about Ishimarus is messed up, and I'm no better. Even if I am  the Ultimate Moral Compass, I don't have much faith in myself. I want others to look up to me so I can feel better about myself, but nobody does. They all make fun of me for being a 'goody-two-shoes.' 

I crossed the street, entering my neighborhood. I walked, silently wishing I had somewhere other than home to go. I unlocked the door and walked up the stairs to my room. I ignored my dad who was laying on his bed with a bottle in his hand. I closed my door slowly and dived onto my bed, hugging a pillow. I cried into the pillowcase helplessly. Just once, please, let something go well. Please...

*I'm sorry for the extremely short chapter. I was up until 6 a.m. last night and I'm tired as fuuuuuuck. I hope y'all are enjoying this story. I might update again tomorrow if I'm in the mood to. Have a good day/night!*