How it's feels

Sooner

I wished we had met sooner,
We would have had more time
To spend together, more
Time to get to know
How each other works.

We'd have more time to enjoy
Each other's company,
More time to look
Deeply into each other eyes
And admire them.

More time to have fun and
Goof around all day,
More time to spend together
To fall head over
Heels for each other.

More time to go deeper into
Each other's psyche
And talk about our likes,
Dislikes, and even
Our biggest fears.

More time to want to be near
Each other and crave the
Others presence,
To just live and
Have fun together.

To build up more of our
Relationships so it
Can be able to hold
Up over a long
Period of time.

To become so entangled within
Each other that,
We don't know where
We start and the other
One ends.

To create deeper feelings
For each other so that
In this period of distance
One of us won't have
Those feelings fade.

I wished we had met sooner
So that our worlds could
Become one and
Being around each other
Would bring us bliss.

I wish we had met sooner
So that my family
Became yours and
Your family
Became mine.

So that we feel like
We could tell
Each other everything
And how we felt,
And what was wrong.

That we could have spent most
Days together that they would
All meld into one
Endless,
Giant, day.

That you could see
All my flaws and still
Look at me with the same
Feelings and see
Them as perfect.

That I could look at you and
Realize this is what
I've been missing and see
How you complete my
World and make it even better.

That I could feel like this is what
Love is, and whenever
We'd spent even the tiniest
Of time together
You'd light up my day.

I wish I had met you sooner
So you could see my smile
And it make you feel all
Tingly inside and you'd realize
You want me in you're life.

Now, that I must leave
I'm afraid you may move on.
I wouldn't be mad, it's understandable.
I'd just be sad at all the
Potential we had lost.

The ways you make me smile
And with each passing moment
I can feel myself falling
Further and further into
Your grasp.

I'm afraid I'd lose the first real
Chance I'd have at feeling what
Love actually feels like
And someone choosing
To love you.

I'm not going to regret this,
I can just tell, the only
Thing I will regret is
That we had so little time and
That we didn't meet sooner.

- E. Moran
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Hello! This is another poetry book of mine and I hope you can enjoy it. This is the first poem I'm choosing to put in here because at this moment it is extremely close to my heart and an amazing representation of how I feel so I want to start off this book with this very heart felt poem I'm sure others can relate to. Enjoy! <3

~ E.