Amnesia // NyuKyu (DISCONTINUED)

II

chanhee couldn't believe what he heard. yeah he knew changmin wouldn't be recognizing him when he first woke up but it still hurt hearing his love asking him who he was.

"uhh... did i ask something wrong?"

"what– oh. no i'm just a little tired lately. i'm choi chanhee your, uhhhh, friend.."

"really? wow i don't remember you. to be honest i dont remember anything. where am i??"

"you're at the hospital. we had a little car accident when we were going somewhere"

"oh my gosh did i hurt myself bad?! is it serious?!!!" changmin asked a little panicked.

"i... it's not that serious" 'you just have a temporary memory loss' chanhee wanted to say. at least that's what chanhee hoped. but he shouldn't say anything about this topic since it may cause changmin a panick attack.

"i'm relieved..."

after chitchatting about random stuff with changmin, the doctor came in again.

"chanhee can i talk to you outside?"

chanhee went out the door nervously listening to what the doctor was gonna say.

"i don't know how to say this but sadly, it doesn't look like a temporary memory loss."

"WHAT–"

"he'll get discharged today but don't tell him anything about how you were his boyfriend. don't tell him a lot about his family members in general. don't tell him about his memory loss."

"is their any way i can make him remember me again?"

"hmm.. you can bring him to places you've been together. but again, don't tell him about how you two used to go there."

"..alright. thank you i guess..."

"it's my job. he'll get discharged in a few hours so you can go home if you want. we'll contact you when he's getting discharged."

"o- ...okay"

his heart shattered. he wanted to cry. he wanted to let it all out. changmin wasn't going to remember him. ever. but there still was a small chance for him to remember right? yeah. even if it was a small chance, chanhee was willing to do whatever it took if it meant changmin would remember.

he decided not to go home and talk with changmin until he gets discharged and they both could go home together.

"what did he say? am i alright?" changmin asked, his voice shaking a bit.

"yeah... don't worry..."

"cheer up a bit! i'm healthy as you just said!!"

"i guess you're right. i'll bring you to your house in a few hours"

"my house- i have a house?!"

"yes! it's not very big but it's really cozy! i'll be taking care of you for a while"

"ooooo that's great! WE CAN HAVE SLEEPOVERS!!!"

changmin might have lost his memory, but he was still the cute changmin everyone loved and adored.

"hehe yes we can have sleepovers. as many as you want" chanhee said smiling at how cute changmin was.

they talked until it was finally time for changmin to get discharged. there was still a lot on changmin's mind. why did he not remember anything? was chanhee really telling the truth? either way, changmin trusted chanhee. he didn't know why but he just did. he'll ask him more questions when they arrived home. for now, he chose to not say anything.

the ride home was quiet. mostly because chanhee didn't want what happened to happen again. thankfully they arrived home safely. first thing chanhee did after getting inside was hurriedly removing their photos where they were together. changmin shouldn't be knowing about their relationship.

"whoa" changmin thought as he entered the house. it wasn't really big but it sure was cute. he was looking around, seeing if he remembered anything. nope. nothing seemed familiar— wait. a little teddy bear plushie. it seemed really familiar. as if it was from his past life.

chanhee got him that little teddy bear for his 17th birthday.

                               --

"ughhhhhh i don't know what to get him!!!" chanhee said annoyed.

"get who what?" younghoon, aka chanhee's best friend, asked him.

"changmin's birthday is coming up and i wanna get him something... but what should i get him? what would he like?"

"i thought you hated changmin?"

"yeah i used to hate him. but he's actually really sweet and kind. he just has issues with his family which makes him seem intimidating" chanhee said in a sad tone.

"you know a lot about him.. OH!! I KNOW WHAT YOU CAN—"

"BE QUIET EVERYONE'S LOOKING AT US!!!"

"OH– sorry. but as i was saying, i know what you can get him!"

"spill i'm listening"

"there's a legend that if you make a teddy, give it your name and gift it to the person you love, they'll fall in love with you."

"so you're saying i should make a teddy bear?"

"yup!" younghoon said popping the 'p' .

"i'll think about it..."

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"does this place seem familiar to you at all?" chanhee asked hoping for a yes or at least 'a little'.

"huh? oh, nope. i don't remember anything from this place but this teddy bear seems really familiar."