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by 1206tbz

by 1206tbz

days went by. changmin continued his treatments. and chanhee still tried. but no luck. no matter what he did, changmin's memories didn't come back. it was a small chance after all. not shocking it didn't work.

yes changmin didn't have his memory back but one thing he had once again was his feelings for chanhee. it was as if they were together in their past life or mayhaps, they were soulmates. changmin tried dropping hints but chanhee didn't seem to get any.

or he refused to take the hints, scared that they didn't mean anything. he didn't want to risk their friendship they finally had once more just for chanhee to act selfish and want their relationship back. that was just a BIG no. he'll act like he doesn't take the hints until changmin actually said something. like a small confession. or maybe a small kiss. yeah. yeah. kissing changmin again. he missed that cherry lipstick changmin had. the way their lips moved together. how they felt each other's warmth.

"you know... thanks for that teddy bear that day, it's really cute"

"o- oh! you're welcome, i'm happy you like it!"

"chanhee. be honest. do you... have a crush on me?"

chanhee's face turned red when he heard what changmin said. where did he learn? does he feel the same? what if he doesn't?! and why was he asking this? maybe he did feel the same.

"nevermind that was a stupid question haha. ignore that please"

"NO! i- i mean it wasnt a dumb question but why did you ask?"

"i'm not dumb chanhee. a teddy bear with your initials stiched at the back of it. i know what it means. so i was wondering if there was any way you.. you know..?"

"i..."

'fuck it'

"yes i do. i've had a crush on you for a year now. and i really like you. no, i love you. a lot. a bit much. and i understand that you don't like me back. please just reject me."

silence.

"my gosh why did i do that!" chanhee said with his hands covering his face in embarrassment. "please forget–"

before he could finish what he said, he felt something on his lips. changmin's lips were on his. they were kissing. the kiss was very quick but it was enough to make both of them turn completely red.

"sorry chanhee, i had to" changmin said with a mischievous giggle.

"it's fine" chanhee said, looking down do to his face being all red.

and that's how their first kiss happened.

changmin on the other hand was very confused. what was he doing wrong that chanhee wasnt understanding? he should know by now that changmin likes him because he made it really obvious. 'some people are just too stubborn, i guess' changmin said. from now on he will try to make it more obvious that he likes chanhee. and there was something else bothering him. changmin wasnt dumb, he realized he lost his memory. that of course made him panick but if he wanted to get to the bottom of this he shouldn't say anything. he wondered if chanhee knew. 'what kind of a question is that, ji changmin?! of course he does!' changmin yelled at himself.

everyday got more and more (–stan twice) frustrating for changmin because of all of these secrets no one told him. he made up his mind. he was definitely gonna try to find out everything. he just had to be a little patient.

(sorry for a short chapter my school started and im really busy with all of these assignments☹️)