𝔾𝕒𝕞𝕓𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕆𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕥𝕤

Too Late~Mary Saotome

Reader: female
Genre: angst

"You may kiss her" said the prior.
My heart tightened and my trhoat hurts. I smiled trying to be happy for the woman i love. As long as she's happy Im happy. And right now she's probably the happiest girl in the world becoming the wife of a beautiful and smart girl, Ririka Momobami.

I smiled and an invisible tear down my cheek thinking that i could be the one kissing her. I felt an hand on my shoulder : Yumeko was looking at me with sad eyes, she and Ryota were the only ones to know my love for the blonde. I realized it too late.

I remembered all the times we passed togheter. The stupid times doing dumbass things and just ran to not get caught, the times high on the beach, drunk on the streets just singing out loud, the times she cried and vented with me and the same i did with her.
The times we cuddled togheter because we were having some of the worsts days. The days when we just cussed against each other and didnt talk for a while just for one of us going to the other's house with a bunch of junk food and cans of drinks. Having each other back no matter what.

At least unless she started dating Ririka.

"Mary, every time you see her your eyes light up, dont be a dumbass" i said punching slightly her arm while she looked the vice president passing by.
She blushed and pouted a bit and my heart sped up. "Ehi idiot shut up" she said smiling at me now.

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"Mary" she ignored me "Maryy" i said louder. "Mary!" i slapped the back of her head interrupting her trance "EHI JACKASS THE FUCK?" she glared at me. "You were zoning out, so, today you come over?" taking a bit of (f/f).
She shooked her head "No, I'm going with the Vice to a gamble, y'know? All the gambling partner thing" she said, obvious happiness in her voice. "Huhu... Gambling partners, yeah of course" i said teasingly masking my sadness.

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"(Y/N)!" I turned myself to see Mary running towards me. She pratically tackled me, strange, she would never in public. "M-Mary? Is this you or a replacement?" i said. She hit my forehead with a finger "Idiot, no but now" i gave her a curious glance "IM NOT SINGLE, IT WORKED (Y/N), THANKS TO YOU!". I smiled, the heart aching and me ignoring it. "REALLY!? Well of course, you followed my tips" i said cocky. "Dont be so cocky" she responded trying to hide a smile. "After school lets go to somewhere so you can tell me everything" i proposed wanting to know how Ririka reacted. She scratched the back of her neck "Im sorry (y/n) but after school Im going to a cafe with Ririka". I remained dumbfonded "Oh, yeah of course, good. Dont be a piece of shit and treat her well, see you soon" i said waving and walking away, my head between the clouds and a vague unconfortable sense made his way in my mind.

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"Oi Mary friday you come with us at karaoke?" i asked to the blonde that just entered the classroom after being tackled by Yumeko. She shooked her head "No, im with Riri friday". Yumeko and Ryota looked at me concerned, they understood my feelings before me.
"Oh okay... Next time" i said forcing a smile.

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I looked out the window and saw the two girls kissing in a bench. I wanted to cry. I realized that i didnt just care of Mary, I didnt wanted her friendship.
I wanted her love. Even if impossible.
That night i cried, i only cried. Out of frustration, sadness, anger.

All day the memories floating in my head. I was sick.

Finally night, really late but all the people are going home. Yumeko and Ryota accompany me to my house.

I plopped on my bed, realizing i should just move on.

After all it's too late.

But do i really want to move on?

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An: not really long, not really good but not bad either, i hope.
I hope you liked it and im working on another angst much longer