It's always you • MEWGULF x THARNTYPE

Nine

He read the letter Type has given him two days before the incident.

Ai Tharn, it's me.
It seems like you don't want to talk face to face, replying to my messages indifferently, avoiding my calls and all. So I write this letter.

Tbh, I really want to smack or punch you right now. Why're you acting like this??? It makes me furious not knowing where I'm wrong.
If I don't understand you better, you'll be dead by now receiving my punch! My punch hurts a lot okay! You've experience it in front of P'san.
Huh, that stupid tall guy.

So here I am, trying to coax you. I never try this way and you know I'm no good in coaxing you when you're sulking. You better appreciate this and stop sulking now.

I miss you okay?
I know you can lives and survives without me.
But I can't. You're my half. You're my life. I feels so incomplete this week as my other half is avoiding and ignoring me. I feels suffocated.

But, being with you from we had nothing till now, I understand. I'll try my best. You may have your own reasons on why you're behaving like this, right? I'll give you space and times. To do whatever you need to do.

If you're done, I'm here. I'm waiting for you here patiently. I hope you come soon.

Being with me for nearly 7 years might have exhausted you. You might need some times to refresh and all. But thank you for staying this long with me. I'm not a good man to be with but I'm willing to be one. I'm foul mouthed, rough, rarely speaks my mind and hard to handle. Still, you accepted me and love me.

So now, I'm gonna wait for you to come back to me after you're done thinking. But please, don't think about leaving me or I'll smack you for real!

P/s : it's near our 7th anniversary. I hope we will back to normal before that because I miss you.

And I LOVE YOU THARN! So much!
-your love, Type Thiwat