Due to your sins, Allaah give u so many trials. They come to you one by one. To test you if u are patient towards it. You cry and filled with regret as the trials are too much ( thats how u feel). And then u realize you get what you deserve and you must bear with the consequences. Shaytaan is teasing you as u are trying so hard to be good. They try to pull u back in doing bad deeds. You pray to Allaah to make it easy for you. You hope that you will continue to be patient towards dealing your own debts (sins). You wanna be good. But yet ur nafs wont budge that easily. You wont give up. You push urself harder and strive to be good. You will never give up.
(SETIAP PERBUATAN PASTI AKAN DAPAT BALASAN. BAIK MAHUPUN YANG BURUK)
