21 days left ➰muke

epilogue

luke's pov

they gave me his journal after he died. it was full of stories about me, pictures of me, letters to me. 

i read all of them. i've now come to terms with the fact his death was my fault. 

i should have told him earlier. i shouldn't have been afraid. 

if only he knew i loved him, maybe things would've changed.

i thought avoiding him would get rid of my feelings, it didn't.

i didn't want to hurt him, he didn't deserve it. 

i've been expelled. i have nothing left. 

maybe it's my time to go as well.

if i do, i'll be with him.

which is all i've ever wanted. 

we'll be happy together and no one will have to feel pain. 

a never ending love story.

there's no need to say my goodbyes.

i won't be missed. 

no one will notice.

this is it then.

i'll see you soon michael.

i love you.