Light streams through the window making it difficult for me to go back to sleep. Without much choice I get up to freshen and go to school.
I do like a change of environment..and school provides me just that. I can do whatever I want.. Its like I have another life there..
A way to escape the reality. Yap! Thats what school is for me.
After freshening up I go to the kitchen to watch my mom cooking something. Without even bothering to second glance her, I grab an apple and leave.
As I reach the front door I hear her calling me.
"Not this again..! " I wispered to myself.
I debated on whether to go back or to move forward. With a deep sigh I turn back around and walk inside.
"Uhm.. Well.. You didn't eat the breakfast I made" she said.
I could sense a slight touch of worry and sadness in her voice.
"If u havint noticed, I have actually taken an apple and that is just sufficient for me" I said ignoring the emotion in her words.
I could hear the clock tick, thinning my patience to hear a response from her. When I was sure that she was not going to respond,
"Andrea... You do know that I love you right?" she asked.
Scoffing at that comment I asked her..
"Have you been a good mother?"
Only silence followed..
"Well the answer to your question is No!.. I dont know because you have never loved me! "
Furiously I walked out not wanting to waste anymore of my time.
This was the routine every single day!.She comes from her office wasted, does random damages and the next morning she acts as if she regrets this all!
The initial days I caved up to her stupid explanations and tried to actually help her.
But guess what? She didnt want to change a single thing! She didnt want to drop the alcohol or the damages that she made. She didn't even try to change..
Without seeing any light even after 2 years, I gave up.. Yes! I gave up as I understood that whatever she showed during the morning was just an act!
An act to make me believe that it was someone else each time persuading her to get drunk and do violence!
That was just soo not possible because each day for 2 years I would hear a new name from her!.. None of the name she told once was repeated.. How can someone come in contact with that much people??
Why the hell would anyone make her drink up for no reason?. Why does she give random reasons to make me believe her ?... I never understood... I never got a good explanation from her...never.. So I just left it like that.
As I walked to the school I thought about the days when she was soo much different than she is now. A women whom I used to love before everything became twisted.
Even if everything has changed, I still do have that broken pieces of love for her stored somewhere deep inside me..
Feeling the wind tuck my hair, I tried to feel the nature that helped me feel safe and happy again...
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Sooooo.. What do you think?.. I know a lot of questions might be rising at this point.. But trust me all your questions will be answered.
Note- when i dont mention at the top on whose Pov it is, it just means that its a continuation of the previous chapter's Pov.
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Lost in Magic
Werewolf"Why can't my life be happy as the others?!" Andrea wondered as she walked through the forest mindlessly. Consoling her heart as usual she watched the magic of nature in the forest.. But this day was not the same like the others.. Something was wait...
